Realm (Somewhere Else)

How will I find a sharp edge within the globe of
dull haziness?
I have been passing away time in the quiet, boring
hours beyond today
Must I shuffle around in a realm of blissful
weather's laziness?
The stillness grows warmer and warmer in the falling
of summer's way

Loneliness and fulfillment are entwined
Walking upon enchanted pathways where strange sand
is lined
The glow of a lantern emits from where I cannot tell

In this realm

Loneliness and enchantment are one part
And the other lies underfoot when the cries spring
from your heart
Then I linger and hang on longer for fear I'll awake
from this spell
And find that I was somewhere else

Wherever was there a silent place that showed a
promising sky?
I have been holding a sense of frozen answers with a
burning question
Filling in the thick of leaves is a thin, foggy
whispering sigh
And with all the slightly rung bells, of whole songs
there is no mention

In the unhurried ripples that sail under these dark
bridges low
Comes only now and then the strong scent of orchid
and paradise bloom
Away from eye's view languid solar rays begin to dim
and slow
Evening has calmly stretched over last shadows in a
blissful gloom

In a well crafted twine of realm's abundant
treasure, I rest peacefully
The tree's so vast and grand that a single leaf
hovers like bark
Colors sprinkled over each stone and hidden fountain
always flows easily
What do I say to the creeping fear, under a blanket
of dark?

Although a thousand years may have come and gone by
without a blink
Their complete fullness so faceless as to strike one
to numbness
I've passed by unseen and tried to hide when nothing
of thought can think
Because so many images flow in a deluge without
cunningness

Each second seems not at all like the timing I
remember
Because in one moment they drag beyond any counting
within short breaths
Then with a quick breaking they add on in winding
splendor
I lie awake at the thought of the hour again and how

much it forgets

The clouds hang low beneath the winds but they're
hard to reach
Overcast and a coldly gray, they swirl down as if
small ropes
Looking up past all the threatening of the storm,
seems an alternate beach
When there are patches of black holes just above
rocky slopes

Of all the realm where corners turn into long,
twisting roads
And somehow they go on lost until water's edge
brings an end to them
One thing remains constant throughout all realm's
abodes
That you seem the smallest of all creatures always
relating the now and then

Loneliness and fullfillment are the same
there never seems to be any history that ancient
ones claim
The firelight emits from where it may compel
In rare moments beyond this realm

Endearing and forgetful are all of one part
Darker sides lie underfoot while they're never
hidden from your heart
The magical and blinding and how it compels
Between enchantment and dread how do I go somewhere
else?


Igor 1998