My story is about life’s traps caught in the bellow of the beast, hated by all because of my beliefs now.  Treated like I’m a child, when I’m a 30 year old man, called a boy because I am ignorant to other ways of life.  Living in a 6x9 cell with another man, sharing your heart and soul, they act as if they care, but in all reality they don’t.  Its used as a weapon to slander, hurt and humiliate you, a trap to literally character assassinate you—to try and break your ego and pride, because you shine like no other.  Nobody is perfect, we are all sinners, I consider myself a man of worth, what that worth is, is myself, my life, my soul, my son.

I’m 6'4" 260 pounds of beauty, not to be conceded, but real, trapped and targeted, because I’m charming, cute, intelligent, a bad of bad boys, and a lot of fun.  But once again to all reality, I’m trapped myself in a box of hate and haters.  Talking about hate and traps, I’m paying for my past, I see it now in my patterns of life that surround me, how people are positioned and strategically planted in my pattern of life, to gain from my enemy or to slander me further.  I am changed, and have continued to change—help me—Please give me feed back, I’m in High Desert State Prison, shoot me some love, guidance, fix my mind, heart, body, and soul.

I’m a lonely man of such great potential, and don’t know how to get over that hurt, hate, and emotional roller coaster.  I’m a simple man no Alpha, No Omega, just a tool of the Lord.  A simple man trying to use the free will God gave us.  I am trapped, broken-hearted, and lost in the system, but I’m a survivor, and so are all that read and can relate to what I’m saying.  Please don’t trap yourselves emotionally or mentally, find something whether it be music, art, teaching, reading, anything to help you get it out of you—so you don’t entangle yourself up in a web you don’t see coming.  Once again, my name is David Cook, a.k.a. Joker, and take what I said to the heart and soul, and remember God gave us freewill, whether we get trapped is one thing, but how we get out of our traps and stay out of them is another.  Thank you.

God Bless,

David Cook