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I don't have the words to say what I want to say but I feel you know them without me saying them. I miss you soooo much! I don't understand why God has allowed such pain and heartache into our lives but I will trust Him! You now see and know all the things I can't. ~ You are happy, of that I am certain. We are not and truly will never be until we are in Heaven with you. I remember printing all the invitations for your birthday parties each year and you passing them out to all your friends. Last year and this year, I am printing out Memorial invitations. It is just so sad with out you. We will all gather and celebrate your life on your 17 th birthday. We will remember all the joy, love and happiness you brought into our lives. I feel certain God will allow you that window of time to watch and be with us. Let us know you are there if you can~ I know you will be! I love you with all my heart~
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE X INFINITY X 40-11 X 777... I wrote this and shared it on her 16th birthday memorial. Part of my letter to Tiff 9/2/01 I miss seeing your smile in the morning, in the afternoon and at night when we kiss each other and say I love you. I miss hearing your laugh, watching and feeling your joy and energy for life. I miss watching you sleep, hearing you talk in your sleep and helping you back to bed when you have walked in your sleep to the bathroom. I miss sharing clothes with you, going shopping and having our girl friend nights with pizza, movies & popcorn, laid up in the family room until we both pass out. I miss kissing your face all over, being silly, telling you how I love you, squeezer hugs - even when you got so big you actually hurt me loving me so hard. I miss going back & forth with our "I love you mores!" I miss going back & forth taking you to Cheerleading or gym or youth or school or where ever! I miss riding in the car, singing, laughing, and even dancing! I miss sharing every detail of our lives with each other. Me encouraging you and you encouraging me. I MISS IT ALL! I even miss when we got mad at each other (once in a blue moon). I miss making up, which we always did quickly. I miss sitting at the table with your daddy and you and Eric coming in half way through it. I miss seeing you cutting up and laughing with your daddy and Eric. I miss seeing you wrapped around their necks - loving them with your whole heart! I miss seeing the pride and smile and your eyes light up when your brother was around you with your friends. You were always so proud he was your big brother. I miss you laughing at your Daddy’s corny jokes I miss seeing you get him to lift you up or hang you upside down. And I miss going new places and watching you take it all in with such gratitude. You loved it all! Every day for you was a celebration of life and you truly lived it to the fullest. We know you are the happiest you have ever been (which has to be unreal happy!) But we are not because you were such a big part of what made us happy - made our joy complete! So really all I can say now is... I love you more! No I love you more! Well, I love you more X Infinity X 40-11 X 777
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