I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. Words cannot express what I'm going through. It happened so fast, I didn't know what to do.
I cry just thinking about the whole situation. He won't be there to see Nathan get married. He won't be there to see Nathan Jr. graduate from High School or see us all grow old together.
It just came out of nowhere. While we were unaware and took him away just like that. People are suffering everyday and I just can't believe what it had done. It brought pain to us all.
I keep thinking to myself. How could that be. But what I keep thinking is why did you take him away from me?
If I knew it would be the last time I could say "Hey Nick, Love ya Bro.", I would spare and extra minute to say it again or just assuming you knew I did.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, when I thought you had so many more, so I thought I could just let this one slip away.
For sure I thought there was always tomorrow to make up for an oversight and thought we always get a second chance to make everything just right.
Thinking there will always be another day to say "I Love You," and "Anything I Can Do?" But I was wrong and then was all I got. I hope you know how much I loved you.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old. Tomorrow never came and I regreted the day. I didn't take an extra smile, hug, an I Love You or I was too busy to grant you one.
Hold on to your loved ones close today and whisper in their ear how much you love them and you hold them dear.
Take the time to say "I Love You," " Anything I Can Do?," "I'm Sorry," "Please Forgive Me," or "Thank You," because if tomorrow never comes you won't have any regrets.
NICHOLAS C. CHERE
7/80 - 2/02
"SUMONE"
"SUMONE ONE LOVE"