Don't Know Where to Begin
by babylove6

Thoughts travel through my mind
Faster than my mouth can speak
And all your words embedded in my head
Used to sound so sweet
The butterflies still flap their wings
Every time that you walk by
How I wish I could give in to them again
I wish you never lied
Chance after chance I take on you
Somehow you make me weak
But, I guess, in a way, you could consider it strong
Because I always turn to the other cheek
Why don't you ever realize
All the pain you put me through
You should consider yourself lucky
That I'm still here through all you do
I wish I could feel for someone else
The way I feel for you
And I wish for just one time in my life
For that someone else to be true
I would sell my soul to the devil
If I knew you'd always stay with me
There's no other smile in this world
That I would ever rather see
But it's getting harder and harder
As each day passes by
To think of all the wrong you've done me
And of all those times you've made me cry
This cigarette is burning my fingers
It's getting harder to look you in the eye
And, as I sit here and scribble down these words
I wonder why I even try
You are always the one that's right
I am always the one that's wrong
Every day things go this way
It's the same old boring song
I always thought what we had together
Was something no one could steal away
But that's where I went wrong the most
We lost it within a day
And I always thought that everything we did
Was meaningful and right
But, as you say, I'm always wrong
You threw that away for that one Friday night
My mind is running in circles
You're really starting to wear me thin
You left me without knowing what to do
I don't even know where to begin