I want to get out of this place
With my fears I sit and shake
Silently screaming until I break
Peering through the bleakness
Blindness always was my weakness
I can't see anything at all
I stumble then I crawl
It's dark but I can feel
the ghost of what was real
You, an apparition of my heart
Now tearing me ruthlessly apart
Like an anorexic, I starve for you
It's killing me, but it will do
And if you said, 'come here' I would
Just like any faithful dog should
Constilations on my arms like stars
These marks are mine I harbor my scars
I don't feel pain, it all feels the same
And in the end, will you even know my name
If we make it that far we'll see
If we make it we'll see