If you have similar issues or anything else dirtying your soul or perhaps not saved at all then seek Him out! He is always there when someone calls upon the name of The Lord. Seek Him, His Bible and or His people. If you ask Him, He’ll show you the Way! Our Lord Jesus is always happy to bring someone new into His family. DO NOT WAIT until you clean up your act. Jesus died for you, your neighbor and me too, just the way we are!
God requires a blood sacrifice for the forgiveness of sin. Jesus did that in our place. He offered himself up to Father God for us. Jesus freely allowed His life-blood to flow to the ground so it could be used to cover you and I. He died once for all of us, once for all our sin. He not only died but also on the third day arose from the dead by the power of God to break the bonds of death! And after 40 days ascended into heaven leaving this world behind setting the precedent for us to do the same when He returns. If you’ll let Him in and allow, He will clean you up. He is a Master at cleaning house. And Loves it! Timothy G. Me / timothygme