Paranoid
Why am I paranoid?
Why can't I trust you?
I try so hard
To get over the feelings and thoughts
But in the end,
All that's left is fears.

You've cheated and lied to me
But you say it's in the past
Look at the damage it's caused
And the trouble it brings
But still you ask yourself
Why am I paranoid?

When will it ever dawn on you
That you made me this way?
Before we met, I was normal
No mental issues, no trust problems
But you entered my life and I fell in love
Then you shattered my heart
Over and over again.

Can you still ask yourself, "Why?"


©2004 Veronica Veenstra
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