BEST ENT DRABBLE ~ ENT DRABBLE ~ BEST OVERALL DRABBLE~3rd
Title: Con-Fusion
Author: T'Lin ( LinkyS@aol.com )
Series: ENT
Code: T (drabble)
Rating: PG
Summary: T'Pol's post-Fusion musings.
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Disclaimer: Paramount/Viacom own all things TREK ... I just borrow from their universe for a bit of diversion and entertainment. No copyright infringement intended, nor do I make any money off of this. Although the characters are not mine, this original piece of fanfic is ©T'Lin, February 28, 2002.
by T'Lin 0202.28
As the captain left, I admitted to feeling envy. I could not begin to catalogue the rest of the emotions I was experiencing. Part of me ... the part that broke protocol in San Francisco ... the part that remains here ... wishes to continue the experiment. But the other part ... the logical, practical, realistic part ... remembers the chaos that was Tolaris' mind.
Impatience ... desire ... anger ... lust... violence. Are these dark emotions the price one pays to experience pleasure and joy? Can one learn to experience the positive while suppressing the negative? As I meditate, I am reminded of Tolaris' words, and wonder.