Life teaches us lessons everyday, sometimes it's hard to see it in a clear view, but in time, we learn to see not with our eyes, but with our hearts. For a long time I've tried avoiding dealing with all the troubles that life put me through, and didn't learn from making that mistake the first time. But eventually it caought up with me, and it hit me hard, But now looking back, AI can see all the bad choices I made, and that I would never make those same mistakes again.
Sometimes when you find love, it seems as though it's just a dream; that it doesn't exist. I found that love does exist, that's why it hurts so much when your heart gets broken so many times. My heart has been stomped on many times, but I learned that I can't let it get in the way of the things that I want to do. It's been my dream to be an adult male model, and that's what I became. Though it may seem morally wrong, it's was a choice that I had to make. But in time, I learned that that was but one of many obstacles to overcome in my life. Right now I may be far away from my goal, and I may not ever even reach it, but I will have no regrets in knowing that I tried my hardest. And I will forever be kind-hearted, intelligent, persistent, and strong-minded in what all I set to achieve. This is me, and that's all I know how to be. This IS me, and if you don't like it, then I can't change the way you think, cause life will continue to move on, with or without you. |
