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School Start: Sept 3, 2002

             School Finally started...Sooo Boring....Stupid School!

   Soo many new teachers ....They don't even know how to teach !! >.<
    My Phy Ed teacher won't Shut up ......She talk for 1 hour and 20 min non- stop!!! Argh!!
    O well... At least I have one fun class and that is Communication Tech !! Is really fun!
   You can go flim stuff and make movies!!! ^.^  And you only have to listen to the teacher for 5 min!!
    Hope I will have lots of fun in the course !!
    Well nothing much interesting went on this day >.<
    Starting to feel school is Boring ...Very Boring....Want to go back to Summer!!!!!!

 


Sept 4, 2002

           Another day of school....Feels soo weird to go back to school again!! >.<
    Why?? Want to Change school....but if I change school then I have to make new Fdz again..
     What should I do ??  So confuse!!....Ah well....Soo Tired these days !
     I  Juz wish I can stay home and sleep @.@ zzz...  hehe ^.^ Lazzi gal!
    

 

Sept 22, 2002

            Ha!...meme soo lazzi!! Betta work harder and remeber to write my diary more often!
    Hehe ^.^ soo happy these days ~ my Best fd Sandy became my mommy and her Bf became my daddy!
    Man! I Have such a Big family! soo weird!   O well...^-^ 
    Ai....today soo tired ! I have been help at church at 11:40pm and work till 5:20 soo Tired ah!!
    Duno what 2 say lu~~  Wish can go out more....soo boring staying home ....always home alone >.<

Oct 24, 2002

       Haiya.....Haven't write in my diary for a long time la ..... Just found out having a diary homepage hai gum " ma fan " gei!!
... hai.... ah well... Today there is noting interesting happen~ Soo bored ah meme !! >.< I had a double first period these days ah !! 
Because of EQAO test lor . Is a Ontario Literacy Test that you must when when you are in gr. 10 ( This only concern to people with the new system). Ai..... But 3 hours of first period is really boring ga !! ... hahah bored dou turn into a ghostly lu *.* !!!  Sooo...Happy ^.^ This weekend meme go out with friends friends to Waterloo and Niagara Falls ah!!!  
Write more more Next time  la ~~ Talk to ya guys lata ~~ BiBi ^.^  

Oct 31, 2002

       Is Halloween!! Happy Halloween everyone!!! ^.^ Today i went out with ma "FAMILY"... We went to eat hot pot .... I brought Chris along.... I was in soo much trouble that day ....because I was a bad bad girl .....skip my classiz....daddy (real) got really mad mad ah.... but mammy mo get mad wor.... soo weird.... but still meme might not be able to go out as often as i was b4 la...... ah well.... after we finish our hot pot dina....Mami, Dadi, Uncle SliM, Ku jei LaLa and Carman EE left to go trick or treating.... So me and chris was left at Commerce. I was wait for my friend 天天 to drive me...But I call him from 9:30 to 11:00 dou mo ppl answer ah.....>.< was soo mad.... cry jo a few times....why why ??? Because mommy (real) said I have to be home by 10 lor.... and I can't find 天天 ....@ da end I ask Chris gor cousin to drive me.... and she waz in a bad mood.....She said " This will be da last time driving me".... I was sooo sad....because i got her soo mad....I shouldn't even ask her to drive....I should just ask if my bro can drive me or not...that will be much beta.... I felt soo mean....afta that ....Dun want 2 make ppl sad.....Dun want to.......

Nov 1, 2002

        Today is Nov 1st  already... can't you believe it ...time go by soo quickly...... I found out today that I had been calling the wrong # for 天天's cell..... I'm soo dumb...... mad @ these stupid mistake...... I dun even have the right to get mad at him....because it was m fault that I got his # worng!! I felt soo stupid...... I have these feeling I shouldn't even go out with Chris that day..... and I shouldn't even go out on Thursday......I dun like it when someone is sad...Juz wish I was dead..... because if I was dead then I dun have to care about anything anymore...... Like will be stress less.... no one will bother you..... 
        Have you ever ask yourself why are you in this world?? How come you can feel yourself in this world??? Why do we have to go through soo many challenges??? Why do people have to fight??? Why is there killing??? Why can't our world be peaceful??? I always ask ma self these stupid stupid questions.......  I also ask myself why do people have to be sad......I just dun understand life.......... I'm always lost...... always wonder how long do I have to live............

 

Dec 2, 2002

        wow...Haven't write in ma diary for a long long time already ...... so Howz Life every1????  I'm doing soo bad in school now.... I think I'm gonna fail.....I dun even wanna going to school this year...... Juz  wanna stay home and sleep....Z.z.z.Z.z.z....z..z.Z... Nothing much happen on Nov....except for 1 thing.....is I got a SPECIAL fone call .from sumone (on Nov 28) !!!  I never would expect a call at that time..... when I was on da fone I was feeling sad and happy at da same time..... because of wat dat person is telling me..... I dun like this feeling !! .....Soo....Sad.....dun want 2 doing anything.....dun want 2 think....dun want  2 live.... I juz dun undastand da meaning of  life....!! I fink I have been on da fone 2 much theze dayz.... always feeling so depress.....sooo unsafe.....sooo alone.....sooo left out ........ 

 

Dec 12, 2002

    I know I know....I haven't been writing in ma diary ... Sorry lor ... meme lazzie ma ... like every1 knowz ga la.... keke ~~ Sooo much ISP these days ah!!! ....5 4 la...... like 1 every week mon!! D teachers this year are like going insane !!! Giving us soo much homworks!!! Like who everyone heard you need to do project and homework in gym class and have a test every week!!!  Well.. dats what is happening to me!!! .... N dat teacher check spelling , grammar and punctuation mistakes!!! These mistake worth like 20 % of our final mark!! Like what da hell mon!!  
        Hai wor.... meme very long time mo talk on the phone la.... duno why lei.... being a good good girl gwa..... meme always feel that if i talk on the phone will make someone sad gei.. 
    O yeah !!! Did I tell you guys meme learning archery in school (gym class) !!! soo fun ah !!! My first time trying it I got bull's eye!!! soo Happy ah ~~!!! But I injury my self alot these days when shooting the arrow.....>.< " I even got this really really big burse ah!! very painful ... Wei ... ng talk la ..
I will talk to you lata .... Bibi ~~~ Cya ^.~

 

Dec 26

        Boxing Day ! Was in Niagara falls  for the last 2 days ...just got home.... Soo much memory when we were driving pass the Streets... Many things pop in in my mind.... both Happy and sad.... Remeber sumone.... What a Lonely Christmas this year.... Well...guess would never feel this way if never had a relationship.... Life is soo weird...Just wish it would end sooner or lata.... Of coz as soon as possible..... Christmas is such a speacial holiday~~  I found out many people  change this year .... but this year is almost over ...Another New beginning .... A new start .... Hope Happiness will fill this world with love and joy~~ And Have the Best New year of your life!!

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