Harry, wearing a plain white shirt he’d pilfered from
Snape’s armoire, a pair of the man’s pants rolled up at the ends and a pair of
house slippers he’d also found, waltzed down the halls of Hogwarts in the
direction of the Great Hall where breakfast was being served.
Hopefully he would get there before the
students arrived, as he did not really want to be seen by hundreds of eager
students in his current state of dress.
As a pitiful sort of thanks for housing him
for the night, Harry had decided to bring breakfast to the Potion’s master.
And, if the day went as planned, maybe he would be doing some negotiating by
the end of the day . . .
After some serious thinking earlier that
morning, Harry formed a new game plan. He was going to ask. Go ahead and get it
over with.
He just had to be ready for the possibility
that he would be denied his request . . . although, to be honest, he hadn’t
really thought about that until just an hour ago.
I must’ve been dead set on it that I
didn’t even think of that! I’ll just cross my fingers for good luck . . .
*~*
Lying awake all night on the couch had left
Snape with more than just a backache and a sore, stiff neck. It had given him
some time to think . . . about some previously buried, rather unpleasant
memories that he hadn’t visited in quite a while.
It was all Potter’s fault. He had created a
disturbance in his tranquility, forcing him to go out on that stupid date,
taking over the bed the way he had, the comments . . . But it looked as if
Potter would be around more often, with the trouble that was (supposedly)
starting up. There was no way that Dumbledore would leave his little pet alone
and in the cold. No, he would most likely be living somewhere in the castle
until things blew over some.
But with me? The WHOLE time?
Why had Dumbledore suggested it anyway? What
was that man up to now?
Before he could contemplate Albus’ current
devious agenda, the stone wall slid apart and Harry waltzed into the chamber,
whistling a Muggle tune underneath his breath, followed by a floating silver
tray loaded with two plates of hot steaming breakfast.
"Morning, Professor!" he called as
he took the tray in his hands and sat it on the table before the couch.
"How does breakfast sound, hmm?"
He glared, then took
in Harry’s attire. "Why so chipper this morning, boy? And are those my clothes?"
Harry grinned mischievously. "My clothes
were all nasty and wrinkled, so I just borrowed some of yours. I hope you don’t
mind- I’ll wash them later, promise."
Severus felt one of his eyebrows twitch.
Infernal brat! He’d been in his things? What happened to not touching?
Harry snickered. "Your
eyebrow’s jumping, Professor. You . . . might want to have that looked
at if it persists."
"You . . . are . . ."
The trays landed on the coffee table loudly,
and Harry pranced over and plopped himself on the couch. He lifted a lid and
sniffed the air. "Let’s eat, okay? Then we can talk."
Before Severus had even placed his
rear in the chair across from Harry, the boy was digging in, wolfing down
piles of scrambled eggs and bacon, while managing to get in a sip or two of
tea. Snape just wrinkled his nose at the boy’s atrocious eating habits and
began eating himself, but at a more civilized pace.
When they were both done, Harry stood up and
stretched. "Now, what can I do about some clothes . . .?"
Snape sighed, produced his wand from his
cloak and waved it. Harry’s clothes, or rather Snape’s, shrunk perfectly to fit
his body. "Keep them," muttered Snape as he retreated to the back of his
chambers.
"A gift? Thanks! Hey, where are you going?"
"To get cleaned up. Then we go to see Albus."
*~*
Their search for the Headmaster turned up
fruitless, and had taken Snape much longer then he would have liked. But with
students stopping Harry every couple of steps or so to get his autograph and to
shake his hand, they hadn’t gotten very far. Luckily, along the way, they ran
into McGonnagal, who informed them that Albus had taken an impromptu trip into
So Harry and Snape returned to the Potions
master’s chamber, where Snape ordered Harry to sit quietly while he graded
essays.
Harry gazed through the single window in
Snape’s living room as he leaned against the windowsill. The usually placid
landscape of Hogwarts, now being ruthlessly torn apart by wicked, frigid winds
sent chills racing up and down his spine despite the warm blazing fire Snape
had started not too longs ago. Harry turned away from the window, listening to
the soft pitter pattering of the rain as it struck the roofs of the school.
Snape quietly entered the room, rolls of
parchment and a silver tray floating before him. They landed safely on the
coffee table and Snape sat, preparing himself a cup of
tea. Without even looking up, he muttered, "Well? Sit down already."
He nodded to the chair across from him.
Harry hesitantly did as he was told.
"Since Dumbledore has taken a . . .
convenient little trip to
Harry grinned. "Stay here?"
"Just until he returns, which, I
hope, will be in a day or so, maybe less," Snape added quickly, glaring at
the overly exuberant boy over the rim of his teacup. "So don’t get too
excited."
Harry leaned back in his chair and closed his
eyes, a tiny smile on his face. He was surprisingly comfortable sitting near
Snape, with the soothing fire licking at his bare toes and the rain drumming
out a soft tune. "Ummmmm, this is nice .
. . a guy could get used to this . . ."
Snape choked and set down his cup forcefully,
a bit of the brown liquid sloshing over the rim and onto the table. "No
you don’t! You’ll not get comfortable-"
"Too late, I think."
Harry received no reply, just a murderous
glare.
Resting a laugh, Harry wiggled his toes and
stretched lazily, ideas whirling in his head. Shooting glances over at Snape,
who was marking big red X’s on a poor student’s test, and quite obviously
trying to ignore his guest’s presence, Harry realized that he hadn’t been
joking before. He could really, really get used to being around Snape.
And actually, he already was.
Hmm . . . hmm . .
. maybe . . .
Harry straightened up in his chair and
cleared his throat. "Ah, Professor . . . that question I’ve been meaning
to ask . . . I think I’m ready."
Snape quickly set aside his papers and leaned
back, crossing his arms over his chest. An amused look crossed his face,
followed by a smirk. "No need to explain. I already know what you
want."
Harry’s eyes widened. "Y-you do? And . .
. you’re okay with it?"
"Of course. Although I don’t see why you didn’t
ask Albus to do it. He’s much more qualified."
"Er . . .
Don’t you think he’s kinda . . . well . . . old?"
Snape glared. "What does age have to do
with anything? In fact, I would think his age would be an added bonus to-"
Harry grinned. "Are we on the same page
here, Professor?"
"You want me to fill out some sort of
recommendation. So that you can adopt a baby," Snape replied simply,
waiting for the younger man’s confirmation.
Forcing back giggles, Harry said,
"Close, but not quite!"
"Well, what is it damnit?"
Deep breaths, deep breaths . . . here we
go! "I was wondering . . . if
you’d, ah, like to donate some . . ." Harry, loosing his nerve, drifted
off, looking away.
But Snape was a smart man. He’d caught on by
now. "ARE YOU INSANE?!!!" he shouted, leaping to his feet. "YOU
WANT ME TO-" Snape’s face suddenly went blank as he stopped in mid
sentence and just stood there.
After minutes passed with neither of them
uttering a single word, Harry dared to speak. "Um, are you okay?"
Snape didn’t look okay. His face was paler than usual, his shoulders
suddenly slumped over, and his eyes looked lifeless and scary. He’d seen the
man in quite a few states, but none like this one.
"Stay. There." And with that, Snape
marched out of the dungeons without another word.
Harry sighed and stared into the burning
fire. "Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea . . ."
*~*
"He wants to have a baby with me! A
BABY!" exclaimed Severus Snape as he paced across Dumbledore’s office.
He’d found the older man after roaming the castle for nearly half an hour,
snapping at any student who dared to stray across his path along the way.
Sensing Snape’s foul mood, Albus led him to his office for tea and a
conversation.
"Sit down, Severus," Albus ordered
gently. "You’re making me dizzy."
He automatically responded by sitting in a
huge chair that sat across from the headmaster’s desk and ran his callused
palms over his face several times. "I don’t believe this . . . I don’t
believe this . . ."
After pouring himself some tea, the
headmaster sat back in his chair and prepared himself for a lengthy
conversation. "Now that we’re both comfortable, you can explain to me what
had the students running in the other direction when you came down the
hall."
"Potter! It’s Potter, as usual!" Severus barked out.
"He comes waltzing into my life, taking over everything, and then
he has the nerve to ask me if I’d like to make a child with him! A child, Albus!"
A tiny smile played across the headmaster’s
lips. "You don’t say?"
"What’s that supposed to mean?" Severus
immediately demanded.
"Nothing." Dumbledore took a sip of tea, then
continued. "Honestly, Severus, I fail to see what the problem is."
Snape stared as if Dumbledore had gone stark
raving mad. "Don’t see a problem?! Besides the fact that I’m old
enough to be his father-"
"Age is nothing but a number,"
Albus supplied calmly.
"-that we’ve
absolutely hated each other for the years we’ve known each other-"
"Well, it seems that Mr. Potter has had
a change of heart . . . can’t you?"
"-that I was
his teacher-"
"Was his
teacher. Not anymore."
"You’re not helping!" cried Snape.
"Well, what do you want me to say? If
Harry seems genuinely interested in creating a child with you, in creating life
with you, Severus, and he’s willing to let you be a part of the new life that
you make together, then I don’t see a problem." Albus gave Snape a level
gaze. "I think that this would be good for you."
" . . . good?"
Albus smiled. "My dear boy, I know about
your past. I know that your one chance for happiness was cruelly snatched away
from you by the people you believed in . . . Severus, don’t you see?"
Severus just shook his head.
"You’re being given a second chance, in
a strange sort of way. You’re being presented with something that everyone
wishes they could have, but not all get." Albus mused for a moment.
"In fact, I would like a second chance myself. To right a wrong, to be
happy . . . Not that I’m not now, of course! But there are some things that I
wish I could do over again."
Snape closed his eyes and leaned back in the
chair. Another chance for happiness? Could that really
lie in Potter, of all people?
The world was a cruel, and ironic, place. But
that was nothing new to him.
"What are you suggesting, Albus?"
"Let’s see . . . Harry wants to have
your child, but I’ll bet that you’re not going to want to miss a day in your
baby’s life."
"That’s right."
"It’s simple! Get married!"
"W-WHAT?!" Snape roared. This somehow seemed even more
preposterous than Harry’s idea.
"You know, homosexual marriages are
becoming more and more common in the wizarding world," Albus said.
"You two would make a fine match. I hear that your dates have been quite a
success."
"They were not dates! And I can’t
believe this!"
Albus held up a hand. "Don’t give in to
your initial reaction, Severus. Look at this from all sides. Do you enjoy
Harry’s company. Honestly?"
" . . . it’s not that bad, I suppose . . ."
Realizing that that was about as close to a
‘yes’ as Albus was going to get, he continued, "Could you spend the rest
of your life with him? A big question, but it is the question, after
all."
"I don’t know. But I’m . . ."
"Lonely?"
Snape sighed warily. "You know I don’t
like that word, Albus."
"With Harry and a baby, you’ll never be
lonely again." Now, here came the simplest question of all. "And do
you want a child, Severus?"
"Of course," replied Snape with a
tiny hint of desperation in his voice. "You know that."
"So what’s the problem?" Albus
asked again, gently. "Harry’s presenting you with a golden opportunity.
Take it, or you’ll be sorry."
Snape needed time to digest all of this, to
weigh things out, and to make his decision. He slowly got to his feet and gave
Albus a nod of thanks. "I’ll . . . go and think this over. If you could
send a house elf to him and tell him to give me some time . . ."
No need to ask who ‘he’ was. "Of course."
When Severus was gone, Albus filled his
request and grinned to himself. Somehow . . .
he knew what Snape’s decision would be.
*~*
A house elf appeared in the living room of
Snape’s chambers just as he was about to get up and leave. Harry had made up
his mind to ask Dumbledore for alternate accommodations while he was at
Hogwarts. He could not live with Snape once the man rejected his offer. There
would be to much humiliation.
But the elf’s message gave Harry a little
hope. Severus was going to think about it. Maybe he would agree.
Harry, with a jar of powder in his hand, sat
in front of the fireplace and tossed a bit of the powder in. "Ron and
Hermione Weasely," he directed the fireplace. "Guys, it’s me,
Harry."
"Harry, we were getting a little
worried!" That was Hermione. "Oliver phoned us, and Sirius, and told
us what was up. Are you alright?"
"Yeah, I’m fine. I’m in Snape’s
chambers, safe and sound."
"Snape’s, huh? Did you ask?"
"U-huh," muttered Harry unhappily.
"And, from the sound of things, it
didn’t go to well. Sorry Harry." There was genuine concern in her voice.
"Hey, I haven’t given up yet! I got a
message saying that he’ll THINK about it! So that’s not-"
Suddenly the flames of the fire leapt and
crackled loudly, startling Harry. So, someone else was trying to contact him
through the fireplace.
"Hermione, I gotta
go. Professor Snape could be trying to contact me," Harry said eagerly.
"Okay. Good luck!" Hermione was
gone.
"Hello? Professor Snape, is that
you?"
" . . . THE
HELL?!! POTTER?!!"
Harry sat back in disappointment. "Malfoy? How can you be connected to this
fireplace?" he asked suspiciously.
Draco snorted. "I’ve been connected to
Snape’s fireplace since day one, Potter. He and I have always been very . . .
thick."
"Thick, huh?" Harry laughed and grinned. "So why am I the one
in his chambers and not you?"
"I don’t know what you’re doing to
weasel yourself into his life, but I’ll stop it. You’ll see." Suddenly
Draco’s voice changed. "Look, is Severus there? This is very
important."
"No, he’s not here . . ." Now Harry
was more than a little curious. "I can take a message . . ."
" . . . I suppose so, since it deals
with you. I’ve been hearing things. About Death Eaters uprising and coming
after you and Snape-"
"Oh. Yeah, I know."
"And you say that as if it were nothing!
Snape’s life is in danger, here! They’re serious. The new leader, whoever the
hell he is, is even inviting members who changed their tune after Voldemort become
nothing more than dust to join in on the fun!"
Harry swallowed. So, this wasn’t just an
isolated rumor. There really was something stirring. "What about
you? Will they . . .?"
Draco sighed. "I doubt it, but if they
do, then I’ll do it. See what I can find out. For
Snape!" He added quickly. "Not you, Potter."
"Of course, not me. But thanks, anyway."
"Whatever. Just get your ass out of
Snape’s chambers as soon as possible."
If I have my way, I’ll be in here everyday
. . . "We’ll see."
The fire diminished as Draco departed the
network, leaving Harry to think things over. Snape needed to return, and fast,
so that they could discuss their other little problem . . .
*~*
It was getting dark by the time Snape
returned to the dungeons. He entered his chambers to find Harry sitting on the
living room floor with books piled up next to him, bent over one with a strange
writing utensil in his hand. Severus cleared his throat to attract the boy’s
attention.
Harry jumped, then
smiled hesitantly. "Oh! There you are! We have a lot to discuss!"
Snape nodded and came into the room,
surprising Harry by sitting on the floor next to him. He picked up a book and
flipped through the pages. "Doing research on babies and pregnancy?"
Harry blushed. "Yeah . . ."
"You’re not going to learn about
childrearing from a book, you know. There’s more to it."
"I know, but I don’t want to go into
something without knowing the basics," Harry said, glancing down at the
piles of books. "If we’re discussing this, does this mean . . ."
Snape didn’t say a word.
Harry grinned and was about to give Snape a
hug when a very firm hand on his shoulder stopped
him. The older man gave him a ‘don’t you
even try it’ look and cleared his throat loudly.
"But there are some conditions. I will
not help bring a child into this world, only to not be a part of the baby’s
life. I want to raise him too."
"O-kay . .
." That was very understandable.
"If we’re going to do this, then we’re
going to do it right. We need to get married."
Harry gapped.
Where had this come from?
"Married . . ."
"Married. I want to be a father, too," Snape revealed.
"If you’re still willing to do this, then . . ."
There was a moment of silence before Harry
suddenly grinned. “Married? Let’s do it!” he exclaimed, just like that.
Whether Snape looked taken aback by Harry’s
apparent enthusiasm towards his unorthodox suggestion, or by his actual
acceptance of it, he could not determine.
The sight of the sophisticated man sputtering helplessly in surprise was
a very foreign image to the younger man- and he couldn’t help but laugh.
“You weren’t
supposed to say yes,” Severus
gritted through clenched teeth.
Harry snickered out of amusement. “Then why the hell did you ask?”
“To scare that crazy idea
out of your damn mind! We can’t-”
“I was very
serious,” protested Harry, “on both accounts.” HE eagerly inched forward across the carpet
until her almost lay in the other man’s lap.
Snape’s face adopted a look of sheer surprise and mild discomfort at
having the young, attractive man in such close proximity to his person. “I can make you happy. Given the chance, I know I could,” Harry said
in a voice that caused Snape to internally shiver.
Severus forced his mind to concentrate on the
situation at hand, and not on Harry’s deliciously lithe form that was practically
draping its self all over him. “What do
you see me as?” demanded Snape in the most biting tone that he could
muster. “Some sort of challenge, or a
conquest?”
Harry looked more than mildly offended. He quickly sat back and crossed his arms over
his chest. “Let’s not confuse me with
Draco, okay?” He snapped back. “I am not that kind of person, and you damn
well know it!” Forcing himself to calm down, he said
softly, “Besides, we’re good together,
honestly! We’ve enjoyed each other’s company-”
“Marriage is not all fun and games! Especially with a baby on
the way!”
“I know
that! And I’m ready to sacrifice the
rest of my bachelor years for this. I
hate being alone, and dating has never been my thing, so . . .”
“So there’s just
me.”
Harry suddenly jabbed Snape in his sensitive
spot, causing him to double over in his efforts to remain serious. “Don’t say it that way! You’ve always been first on my list about the
baby. But now my agenda has changed . .
. no, expanded, to include you in my
life.” Harry shrugged his
shoulders. “That’s all.”
After recovering from Harry’s brutal attack,
Snape pinned a critical look on him.
“You know that marriage is forever.
I won’t have you crying for a divorce after our first fight. I’m positive that we’ll be having more than a
few of those.”
“Of course. I’m in this
for life, too. As long as you promise to
try, then so will I.”
Snape nodded sharply. “Well then . . .”
“Well?
Is there going to be a wedding or not?”
“ . . . are you sure
you want to do this?” asked the older man in a pained voice.
“I’m more positive about this than I’ve ever
been about anything in my life.”
Things had not gone according to plan for Severus. He had not expected to come away from this
with a marriage and plans for a child.
However, Albus’ words flashed through his mind, and he decided that it
was time for him to take chances again.
He was, he could admit, getting old, and not many opportunities to
recreate the family he’d lost so long ago would present itself.
Carpe
Diem- seize
the day.
And that was just what Severus was going to
do.
“Fine. I shall go to
draw up the paperwork necessary for the marriage,” Snape asserted. “However, paper does not travel quickly in
the Ministry, so that should give you ample time to make preparations. Tomorrow
we shall begin to move your things into my chambers and will speak to this
doctor that you’ve found to perform the operation. Be prepared to wake early- we’ve got a lot of
work to do.”
Harry gapped like a fish as Snape turned to
leave. “Wait!”
He rushed forward and pressed his body
against Snape’s. Gripping the man’s face
in his hands, Harry stood on the tip of toes and placed his lips over Severus’,
then took advantage of his surprise and slipped his tongue into Snape’s
mouth. In a flurry of movement, Harry’s
tongue brazenly swept over the roof of Snape’s mouth, mingling with the other
man’s along the way. After applying one
more moment of fierce pressure onto the man’s lips, Harry let go and stepped
back.
Well, hell. A day of
never-ending surprises.
Gasping for breath, Harry grinned and said
sexily, “And that’s just a taste of
what you’ll get on our wedding night!”
That left Snape speechless. He quickly exited the room, leaving a
laughing Harry behind.
*~*
Things, however, were not going as well for
poor Remus as they had been for Harry.
Sirius was still skirting around the marriage-baby issue, and Remus felt
as if he was about to snap.
At that particular moment, Sirius was feeling
a little randy, and was tugging impatiently at his lover’s shirt, making little
whiny noises while inching towards the bed.
Remus decided that it was time to take a
stand. He pushed Sirius away and crossed
his arms over his chest, giving the other man a look that said ‘we need to
talk’. Sirius immediately recognized the
look and groaned.
“Right NOW, Remus? You want to talk NOW?”
“Yes, NOW!
The bedroom seems to be the only place where I can command your
attention these days,” grumbled Remus.
“I want to talk to you. About us.”
Sirius pouted and looked away.
“You know what I want, Sirius. Please, let’s try to work this out so that
we’ll both come out winners.”
“What is there to talk about? I’m not marrying you, and there will be no
babies!” snapped Sirius so forcefully that Remus felt as if he’d been slapped.
He didn’t understand. Sirius loved
him. He had to. They’d supported
each other through out the war, and through Sirius’ trial, through
everything. And now he was saying these
things . . . these things that sounded like all he wanted to take away from the
relationship was the nightly roll in the hay.
Remus had never felt so hurt and alone in his life as he did right then
“Why? At least tell me why!” demanded Remus angrily.
Sirius just stalked into the hallway, but the
other man followed him.
“Answer me, damn it!! WHY?!!”
“After a while, Remus,” Sirius said in a
strangely calm voice, “all this nonsense Harry’s filled your head with will go
away, and we can get back to our normal, working
relationship. Until then . . .” He
slumped into the spare room across the hall and slammed the door behind him.
“Fine, Sirius Black!” Remus shouted. “You can be a jackass for all I care! But don’t you dare come to me in the middle
of the night, wanting to make up! We’ll make up with words, not mindless sex,
you here me?!”
He retreated to his own room and lay
motionless in the bed, staring at the ceiling.
Maybe Sirius was right. His
dreams for more than he had were ruining the present. Maybe . . . maybe he would just forget about
his dreams. For what were they if they
did not include the love of his life?
*~*
Oliver sat in a tiny café in Hogsmeade with
his face buried in The Daily Prophet
so as not to attract attention while he sipped carefully at his cup of steaming
hot tea. Supposedly, this was the place
where the former Death Eaters would be meeting in just days, most likely in a
hidden back room, and he was eager to scope out the place, to see where all of
the exits were and such. He planned on
being a spy the night they gathered, collected names that would help put the rebellers behind bars in Azkaban for good.
While he was considering using a cosmetic
spell to make sure that he was not recognized that night, to his surprise,
Draco Malfoy waltzed into the place as if he owned it, looking quite sharp and
attractive, noted Oliver, in his dark slacks and white shirt. He ordered a cup of tea, blinding one of the
waitresses with his dazzling smile, then leaned against the counter, his smoke
colored eyes running over the place.
They rested on Oliver, who sat there, looking like a trapped animal.
An evil look crossed his face and he walked
up to Oliver and sat at his table, as if he had every right to. “Well, well, well, isn’t this a small world?”
“Nice to see you too, Malfoy,” Oliver
muttered, sounding anything but happy to see him.
“You’ll never guess who I spoke to today, and
where he was,” taunted the younger man.
“Potter just happened to be in Severus Snape’s chambers, and he sounded
as if he’d been there all night.”
Oliver saw what he was trying to do. “Oh, I know.
He called me last night and told me.
Surely you know what’s going on- Harry just went for precautionary
measures, I assure you.”
Draco laughed bitterly. “Precautionary
measures? Oh, ho, ho, ho! I sure hope those two taking using
precautionary measures, because they’re probably shagging each other as we
speak. Potter’s got poor Snape wrapped
around his little finger, and he won’t stop until he gets the man.”
Oliver opened his mouth to protest, but found
no words.
“I didn’t know that Potter was that good at
The Game. He bested me, and no one’s
ever done that before. I guess he
deserves Snape and all of his glory.”
Besides being momentarily disturbed, Oliver
was very upset. “I can’t believe
this! Harry wouldn’t . . .”
“Sorry lover boy, but you’ve lost this one,”
muttered Draco, eying the other man up and down. Hmm . .
. what a fine one Potter let go. Maybe I
didn’t come out the winner, but I can always take the consolation prize and go
home a VERY happy man . . .
“So, I suppose you’re here because of the
thing,” Draco said leisurely.
Not needing to ask what the thing was, Oliver
nodded. “I’m going to be here and catch
every one of those dirty, lying bastards in the act! They won’t be able to skirt this one.”
“Maybe we can team up then. I’ll be your inside informant.”
Oliver raised a brow. “You mean . . .?”
“Yep. Got a formal invite a little earlier in the day. Apparently the new leader doesn’t give a damn
who does the dirty work, as long as it gets done.”
Draco snickered. “Idiot. That’ll be his downfall, whoever the asshole
is.” He got to his feet and gave Oliver
a smile that could have literally knocked the socks off of a person and said,
“So, I guess I’ll be seeing you around then.
After all, it is quite fitting for the losers to become
associated.” With a wink, Draco Malfoy
stepped out of the café and was gone.
And let
the games begin.
*~*
Next chapter:
Harry and Snape make more plans, Harry’s closet friends and family are informed
of the decision, Remus struggles to keep his relationship together, and Draco
scores a goal in the game of love!