By Diane
Johnny grabbed two more eggs from the carton and cracked them—badly—into the frying pan. He fished one piece of shell out with a pinky finger and glared balefully at the other piece. “It can stay there,” he decided, remembering who he was cooking the eggs for.
He threw some more slices of bacon into the pan beside the eggs, and cursed under his breath when the grease splattered onto his hand.
“What
was that, Gage?” asked his partner. His
NEW partner. His new PERMANENT partner.
“Nothin’,”
Johnny muttered.
“I
didn’t hear you,” Brice said.
“I
SAID ‘DAMMIT’, BRICE, ALRIGHT?”
Brice
looked at him calmly and opened his mouth to speak. The other men sitting
around the table stopped mid-chew, feeling like they were in a stalled car
between two heavily loaded freight trains, barreling towards each other at full
speed. All the same, they were human—they wouldn’t be able to look away from
the impending disaster.
“You
know, Gage, you don’t have to yell at me. I just was curious as to what you had
said.”
“If
I WANTED you to know, I would have made sure you heard me in the FIRST place!”
Johnny snapped.
“Yes,
but…”
Cap
cleared his throat, but before he could say anything, the klaxon went off: “Station 51, dumpster fire….”
Johnny turned off the fire under the eggs and bacon
and motioned to the pan. “Breakfast is served, Brice.” You asshole, he added. Prudently, he
kept that thought inside his head.
An
hour later, Brice and Johnny were on their back to the station. The silence in
the squad was nearly deafening. Brice couldn’t understand Gage’s sullen
attitude. It was completely
unnecessary, and utterly unprofessional.
“You
know, Gage, you didn’t have to cause a scene back there. I was merely asking
you to comply with departmental regulations about having the doors locked….”
“I
didn’t have to cause a scene?” Johnny repeated, his knuckles turning white on
the steering wheel. “I wasn’t causing a scene! I was merely reminding you that I am the senior paramedic here,
and I make the final decisions.”
Brice
considered his next words carefully, honestly he did. “Gage, calling me names
is out of line, don’t you think? We’re going to have to work together. The
things you said back there are certainly not conducive to a good working
relationship. I understand you’re upset about DeSoto…”
Johnny shot him such a look of hatred and anger that
Brice instantly regretted his words. “You don’t know a damned thing, Brice. Get
off my back, and don’t ever mention him again.”
“Captain?”
Brice stood in the doorway.
“Come
in, Brice. What’s on your mind?”
“Well,
we all knew there was going to be some tension, with Gage coming back from his
medical leave, and that the realization that DeSoto was—gone—was going to
finally really sink in to him, but…”
Hank
leaned back and waited for Brice to get to the point.
“Well,
sir, what I was wondering was if Gage had been cleared to return to work.
Psychologically speaking.”
Hank
rubbed the back of his neck. He could feel the muscles bunched there, just
ready to snap from the strain. “Yes, Brice, he has been cleared. The department
realizes there might still be problems, and will be ready to step in, should
the problems—should Johnny—get out of hand. Having said that, I gotta tell you,
the man just started back TODAY. You’ve gone on ONE call with him. What did you
expect?”
“I
expected complete professionalism…”
Hank
resisted the urge to throw back his head and laugh hysterically. “From JOHNNY? My God, Brice, are you sure
YOU don’t need to talk to the department about your expectations?”
Brice
blinked. And actually considered the older man’s words. “I concede the point.
My expectations were perhaps too highly placed. I do know Gage is a highly
emotional individual, subject to overreacting…”
Again
Cap resisted howling with laughter.
“…So,
yes, I’ll give him more time.” Brice nodded to himself. “Thank you, sir.”
“My
door is always open,” Hank said. When the paramedic was gone, the captain sat
back, rubbed his face with his hands and muttered, “Well, Roy, you’ve made your
absence felt even more, now, haven’t you?”
“Marco,
if the squad isn’t back by dinner, how about pizza?” Chet asked.
Marco
looked up from the sports page and shrugged. “Sounds good to me.”
From
the couch came Mike’s agreement.
“But
somebody’s going to have to pony up the cash until Gage comes in,” Chet pointed
out. “All I’ve got is a couple of bucks. I didn’t get to the bank yesterday.”
“Ask
the Phantom for a loan,” Mike commented, peering over the top of the Sports
Illustrated he was reading.
“Ha
ha. Funny. How much do you have on you?”
“Your
idea. You pay.”
“I
guess we starve, then.”
“You
could always make dinner yourself,” Marco suggested.
Chet
shook his head. “I cooked yesterday…”
“You
had latrine yesterday,” Mike reminded him.
“Oh.
Well, the last time we worked, I cooked, and frankly, I’m tired of hearing you
guys bitch about…”
They
heard the squad pulling up in front of the station. “Chet, you’re off the
hook,” Marco said with a smile.
“Twenty
bucks says Gage has hot dogs with him,” Chet offered.
Mike
and Marco looked at him, then at each other, then toward the Captain’s office.
“Make it ten, and you got it,” Mike countered.
Marco
dug for his wallet and quickly counted the bills inside. “I’ll take ten.”
Johnny
was yelling as he was getting out of the truck. “Son of a BITCH! Who honestly
gives a flying FIG if I didn’t, Brice? I didn’t hear Brackett or Early
complain!”
“I
was merely pointing out…”
“Yeah,
yeah. That’s all you’re good for today! Pointing out what you think are my
mistakes! I could point out that you’ve made one hell of a mistake coming
here…”
Cap
chose that moment to come out into the garage. “GAGE!”
The
dark-haired paramedic turned angrily to face his commanding officer. “WHAT NOW?”
In
the other room, Chet, Marco, and Mike quietly wondered if they should make odds
on if Johnny was going to live past this day…
Cap
closed the door firmly, but quietly. He saw the other men watching the door
with obvious fear, curiosity, and regret. He wished he were out there with
them.
“John…”
He turned to face his rebellious paramedic.
“I’ll
apologize to you, but I’m not going to apologize to that son of a bitch!”
Johnny snarled. “I’m tired of his attitude! Honest, Cap! He’s going on and on
about the damn keys, and keeping the doors locked, and—listen to this! He
actually bitched at me about driving 40 in a 35! And this was all before lunch!
Then we get on this last call, and I knew Rampart was going to say to give the
guy…”
“Johnny.
Stop.”
The
younger man did, but he was breathing heavily, as if he’d run for miles. “Cap,
I can’t work with him!”
Hank
Stanley stared at the paramedic—his friend—until Johnny looked down at the
floor. “If you want to stay here, John, you’re going to have to work with him.”
“Can’t
you just call someone? Get them to reassign him?”
“You
know it doesn’t work that way.” The tone was gentle, but the fact was as sharp
and nasty as a stiletto.
“Shit,”
Johnny finally mumbled.
“You
knew Brice would be here,” Cap pointed out. “You said you could handle it.”
Johnny’s
shoulders slumped, then straightened as the anger began to burn in his eyes
again. “Yeah, I know. But that was before—“
“No
one is going to be like Roy,” Cap said quietly. “You’ve got to face that fact.”
Johnny
flinched. “Shit, Cap. That hurt.”
Hank
knew it would. But he also knew that he couldn’t afford to be gentle with
Johnny now. The paramedic was going to make this into a battle that he would
never be able to win. “You have to choose, John. Choose to accept Brice, obnoxious,
overbearing…” Cap struggled for another word.
“Anal.”
Cap’s
lips twitched, and he gestured to allow the addition. “…as he is, or you’re
going to get transferred out, willingly or not. Now, I don’t want to lose you.
WE don’t want to lose you. Not now.” Not
after losing Roy, the implication filled the silence. “But it has to be up
to you.”
Johnny
stood silently, staring down at his feet. “I have to go make dinner,” he
finally mumbled.
Hank
sat unmoving for a while, going over the entire conversation in his head. Had
he been too direct? Had he been too unsympathetic? “Shit, Roy. What have you
brought down on us?”
“You
owe me ten bucks,” Mike reminded Chet later as they washed and dried the
dishes.
“How
do you figure that?” Chet asked him a little too innocently. “We had hot dogs
for dinner!”
“Yeah,
but Brice had to go out and get them after Johnny FORGOT.”
“A
mere technicality,” Chet shrugged. “The point is that we had hot dogs.”
Marco came by to drop another glass in the
dishwater. “You owe me ten dollars, Chet,” he said with a glance around to make
certain Cap wasn’t standing too near.
“You guys suck,” Chet muttered, seeing Cap’s eyes on
them..
“Yeah, well, you still owe us ten bucks a piece,”
Mike replied with a grin.
Johnny
had eaten dinner quickly, refusing to be drawn into any conversations, then
retreated to the dorm. He lay on his bunk, thinking furiously about the day.
That led to thinking about the last week, then the week before that, when he
had first heard that Brice had been permanently assigned to Roy’s place.
“Why
couldn’t it have been Dwyer?” the dark-haired man wondered for the five hundred
thousandth time. “I can work with Dwyer.”
Mike
suddenly peered around the corner. “Johnny?”
Johnny
looked at him, but didn’t respond.
Mike
slowly came in and sat down on Roy’s—no, BRICE’S—bunk. “It’s been a rough day.”
“Yeah.”
Mike
continued looking at him, and Johnny noticed a directness to the engineer’s
gaze that he had never seen before. “I mean, it’s been a rough day for all of
us.”
“Hey,
Mike, if you’re going to ask me to put up with Brice’s idiotic ideas…”
“No,
nothing like that! He’s definitely—wrapped a little too tight. But, Johnny, I
just want you to know that, well, we all miss Roy too. No, not as much as you
do, I mean, he was your partner for so long, but…” Mike stopped, seeing the
sparks ignite in Johnny’s eyes, and sighed in frustration as he tried to think
of how to put his thoughts into words. “For so long, it was the six of us, you
know? And now…it’s not. It was always you and Roy, and seeing you and Brice
today getting out of the squad was kind of a punch in the gut for us, too.”
He
was stunned to see tears suddenly well in Johnny’s eyes. “Damn it, Mike, but
what am I supposed to DO? It’s BRICE for God’s sake!”
Mike
shook his head. “I don’t know, man. I don’t know what I would do if I had to
ride in a truck with him all day.”
Johnny
rolled his eyes.
“But,
if you leave now, before you even give it a chance, well, hell, Johnny, what
would Roy say?”
The
two men stared at each other for a moment, then Mike got up.
“Mike?”
“Yeah?”
“Do
you think Brice will ever loosen up?”
Mike
considered it. Seriously. “With you as a partner, he’ll have to.” He shot
Johnny a grin before walking out.
Johnny
lay there, still and silent for a moment, then whispered, “Oh, hell, Roy. Now
what do I do?”
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The
tones woke them in the middle of the night.
A fire at an abandoned warehouse. A big fire, requiring five departments.
Johnny’s
heart thumped wildly as they pulled up in front of the building. “Man, look at
that thing!”
Brice
was similarly impressed. “I’ve never seen anything like it.”
“There
was the one time that we had to fight a fire at a housing development…” Johnny
caught himself, and opened his door, seeing Cap already out of the truck and
heading for the Chief. “We gotta go.”
Brice
was about to warn him about locking the doors, but decided to let it go. This
time.
Hours
later, hoses were being rerolled and equipment stowed. A heap of black timber
and ashes was all that remained of the warehouse. Amazingly enough, there were
only two injuries, and both of them were slight—heat stroke for one
firefighter, and a broken arm for the other. Brice rode to Rampart with them,
leaving Johnny to pack up the truck in peace.
Suddenly,
he sensed a presence behind him, and he turned quickly.
“Hey,
Junior.”
“Hey,
Roy.”
“How’d
it go, your first day back?”
Johnny
rolled his eyes. “It was about as fun as a train wreck.”
Roy
smiled. “Well, you knew it wouldn’t be easy.”
“Yeah,
well, I didn’t think it’d be so hard, either.” Johnny muttered before he
thought.
Roy
lifted his helmet off of his head and looked intently at it—the helmet that
designated him captain of the 15s. “Change is hard.”
“Brice
is a bastard.”
Roy
chuckled. “It wasn’t easy for me, either, being with him the last three weeks
before I left.”
“Three
weeks? I’m stuck with him FOREVER.”
“You
could always get your own station.”
“Me?
Captain?” Johnny shook his head. “I’m not ready for that yet.”
“Hey,
Cap!” An unfamiliar voice called.
Roy
turned. “Yeah, Suarez?”
“Jenkins
says we’re ready to go.”
Roy
waved in acknowledgement, then turned back to Johnny. “Well, I guess I’d better
go.”
Johnny
nodded. “Yeah. I gotta go pick up Brice at Rampart. Lucky me.”
Roy
chuckled. Suddenly he reached out and grabbed Johnny’s shoulder. “You’re going
to make it, Junior. We’ll get you through this.”
“Huh.
You owe me big for leaving me, you know.”
“I’ll
never hear the end of it, will I?’
“How
about taking me out for steak Friday?”
“Jennifer’s
dance recital.”
“Oh,
yeah. I forgot.”
“Don’t
forget, you promised to come.”
“I
know. The auditorium at the middle school, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Hey,
Cap!” The tone was impatient.
Johnny
smiled his first honest smile that day. “You’d better get going, Captain
DeSoto.”
Roy
lightly smacked him in the arm. “Take care, Junior.”
“You
too, Pally.” Johnny watched Roy get
into the 15s engine. With a sigh, he stowed the last box in the squad. Then
with a last look around, he got into the squad and started it up. He had to go
get his new partner, after all.
The
End