This is my personal journal of sorts.  Here I will write of what's on my mind.  Some things may be personal, so please these things are not up for discussion.  Do not e-mail me about them, I am doing this to vent some of the thoughts that may be stuck in my mind.
December 18 2000  I am 22 years old now and I've been out of school for the last 2 years or so.  It's been a learning experience but I feel at this point in my life that I have not gotten anywhere further than I was 2 years ago.  I am just about to go back to school, going to San Francisco State University.  For once in a long time, I think I've finally gotten back onto the track of life and am sure of where I am headed once again.  I am going into business with a major in finance with a minor of liberal studies.  I am anxious and excited about starting school once again, but I am also afraid of school as well.  It's time for me to take control of my life and I am afraid of making mistakes that will affect the rest of my life
Another thing that's happening in my life is a little bit personal.  I am at the point in my life where I am ready for the longest relationship of my life.  I want it to happen and I want it to be perfect, but I know that's just a delusion on my part.  Things never seem to happen exactly as I wish, but there's always hope.  And I'm also afraid of it as well, just as my school, it could be a hard decision.  I don't want to make the wrong decision that may affect me the rest of my life.
I've been working at the same place for about a year now and I think it's time for a change.  This has always been the way with me.  Every year or so I would change jobs.  I never seem to be totally satified with my job scenerio.  I just wish I could find something that I truly enjoy doing.
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