This is my personal thoughts, poems lyrics

My writings is not the best stuff on earth but are how I feel

"YES THIS IS MY EMOTIONAL SIDE FOR ALL THOSE PEEPS WHO ARE LAUGHING"

BITE ME!!

12/05/2000

I Smile

I smile when it turns so cold and gray

I smile when my friends are there even thou they aren’t really there

I smile when my family aren't really there  but are only there to give me their cold stares

I smile when the you say you  love me even when I know that your heart is not really there

I smile when my world comes crashing down and I know I'm all alone

I smile at life and I also smile at death when there are nothing left

I smile to make you think I’m happy when I’m actually crying inside

I smile to hide my feeling inside it really isn't quiet odd

12/07/00

This poem was not written by me

It  was sent to me by close friend Kimberly Thomas

Thank You and much love to ya Kim

MY only comment to this poem is Kim...........

You will forever have a special place in my heart

What Would You Do?

 What  would you do if every time you fell in love  you had to say goodbye?

 What would you do if every time you wanted  someone  they would never be there?

 What would you do, if your best  friend died  tomorrow  and you never got to tell them how you felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever  and you couldn't have them?

Some people love,  and some people die. 

But I  want to tell you I love you, and you are a  true friend.

If I died  tomorrow, you would be in my  heart. Would  I be in yours?