I open my eyes
And see the cold morning light
I try to act happy
But on the inside it's night
I lay there thinking
Not knowing what to do
Fearing to face the days
Days without you ......
Pain hits my heart
Tears fill my eyes
It's always the lonely one
The lonely one that cries
I get up and brush my teeth
Beside me I see you
The pain hits again
Then I see just the truth
I prepare myself for the day
Empty and alone
There's nothing left to me
Now that you're gone
That's me in the corner
The one being held
Being held by who ?
Being held by himself
There's a darkness in the light
One that won't go away
It's my torment and fear
Fear of that day
The wind holds the secret
The beauty of your way
The shadows hold your figure
With my mind they play
Every where I look
I see your touch
I want to tell you I love you
I love you so much
I miss your beautiful though
Your constant glee
But it was tainted
Tainted by me
That's me in the corner
Holding himself
I ruined everything
I created our hell
I believe in our love
But not in myself
I can be a better man
But not without your help
I close my eyes
Everything's just what it seems
I can still have you
But only in my dreams
I lay there drifting
Hopeing the dream lasts
Hold on to our love
Hold fast
I will always love you
That is my vow
Never doubt it
Escecially Now
