God, I really thought being with Gram even though Sarah was here would be better than staying with the Johnsons but I guess I was wrong. This is hell. Miss goody too shoes is already on my case. About my smoking, about the way I walk, the way I dress, the way I talk, even the way I breathe! Gram was OK, but I could see she didn't want me here anymore than Sarah. Oh and get this, Gram wants me to get a job to pay back the money I took for the plane ticket, the money mom and dad gave me for this year. Life sucks. I should've gone to California and get a job on a cheesy soap opera, instead of here in this little No Name town. My life sucks. I have no friends, virtually no family, nowhere to go, no one to love!
Well, actually, that's not true. I met this boy tonight, at a little restaurant downtown. Downtown. You can say that again. I can walk my way around this town, see what I mean? It's a little restaurant down by the docks. Anyway, to go back to this Adonis I met, he has deep blue eyes. He's a little taller than I am, with brown hair. He says his name is Lucky and at first I thought he was joking, but he looked serious. God, what kind of parents would name their son "Lucky"? I don't know if he is, but I plan on being lucky... with him.
We started off on the wrong foot though. First I insulted his aunt, that old hag behind the counter who refused to serve me a beer, then I insulted his 3 year old sister. He probably thought I had an attitude, but I'll make him love me. I hope so anyway. I could never make someone love me before, I hope this time it will be different with Lucky. I've never been attracted to someone as I am to him. That's weird because God knows I fall in love easily, but it never was love before, I see that now. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I'm in love with Lucky, but it could happen. Hey, let's think positive right?
Anyway, I'm off to bed. Tomorrow, I'm going job hunting. Yeah, I know, what a thrill. Night, and thanks for listening. What the hell am I babbling about, it's your job!
She said a crack about my name. When I told her my name was Lucky, she answered "We'll see". Later, she said that it had been her "lucky night". I'm not stupid enough to fall for her little act. That girl is trouble. Something about her, I don't know what, but she makes me uncomfortable. She's really pretty, one of the prettiest girl I've seen, but there is something about her that touches me and it's scaring the hell out of me.
Today was a complete disaster. It started off great, but, like everything in my life, it ended up sucking. I decided to go to Kelly's, the restaurant I talked to you about, to try and have a job there. First, the old hag, her name's Ruby by the way, didn't want to, but then, the sunshine came in the room, as Lucky walked out from the kitchen. Boy, was I happy to see him.
We talked for a while, he asked me where I worked before and he convinced his aunt to give me an application sheet. That's where my day started to suck. I asked Ruby how long Lucky's been working there and she said "Doesn't, he's just been helping me out for the day". Talk about blowing my bubble. Then, Lucky told me he was going to the park tonight, there was a concert and it was free, "anybody can go" he said, when I asked him if I should go. I asked him if he had someone special in his life, and he avoided answering. He said his day was over and he was going home to chill before the concert.
I came home and I was planning on asking Gram to let me go out tonight. I was still grounded because I took the car last night without permission. Or license. She was about to say yes, since I found a job, (yes, Ruby hired me), but then something happened with the dishwasher and she ran in the kitchen. At that moment, the doorbell rang and I opened the door. What was not my surprise when I came face to face with Lucky himself. My heart was racing, my palms were sweaty, and I was nearly out of breath when I asked him how did he find me. I made a complete fool of myself. Guess why! HE WAS HERE FOR SARAH! He was taking HER to the concert.
I still can't my sister is going out with the cutest guy I have ever met. How unfair is that? I was so mad, I took a button off of the sweater she was suppose to wear. Every time I wanted something she had to go and snatch it right there from under my nose. The same thing happened in Boulder, when she snatched Brian from me. How was I supposed to get Lucky now? I can't compete with Sarah!
As you can see, my day sucked! What do I have to look forward to now? I feel like crying, I'm not kidding. I thought that, me and Lucky, it could become serious you know? But now that I know he is drooling over Sarah, how is that suppose to happen?
I'm off to bed, before the tears roll down. Besides, I start to work tomorrow. I'm so happy you have no idea. (That was sarcastic By the way)
She asked me about the park and the concert. I had the feeling she wanted to go with me, since she fished about who I thought as special. Well, sorry little lady, my heart's already taken. By your sister.
Yeah, that's right. Her first name was Elizabeth, but her last is Webber. She's Sarah's sister. I still can't believe it. They are so different. Sarah is gentle, loving and Elizabeth, she's... I don't know what she is and I'm not sure I want to find out. When I went to pick Sarah up tonight, she thought I was there for her, and I think if she could've killed Sarah with her looks, she would've. I don't know what's the deal with these two, but I get the feeling they are like me and Nikolas. Enemies.