Dark Omega

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Upon the arrival of the dark,

The wind shall speak his name,

The dragon calls of broken dreams,

And they shall ring out true.

The Dragon Tavern,

A home to all,

A Warrior calls,

The name of Zath,

The rider's son,

For hope and trust alone,

He fights for dreams,

And truth alike,

And death,

A name not known,

Born in the relm,

Where demons roam,

Where is Zath?

And Zanthia?

They, the legend of home,

They call for you,

Riders of hope,

When will this war be done?

Now this death,

The Dark Omega,

Brings forth the legends bold,

It's now time,

That zath must fight,

Only a child of 13?

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14 May 2K2

Trabin

Dark?

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Darkness swells

Where evil dwells

The sword glows

Remembering woes

Still it flows

My heart now glows

Evil fades

for now

Light trades

it's fatal blows

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No one knows

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no one knows

the hold it has

the gentle light

burns my heart

and still i loose

always lost

in the need

to help my friends

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Trust

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Trust is a word

I trust so few

Those i do

Find me less

In love with life

Lived so long

Not a dream

Killed by loss

Loss of trust

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A brother

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My brother

one coin

i'm one side

he's another

Magus

my brother

a dracon

again

lost

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Names

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Trabin

like traitor

only savior

what's in a name?

Korath

like volrath

and just as bad

maybe it makes sense....

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Trabin Di'Anttlies of Figaro Castle, Annon T'yr

Warrior of Virtue

16 May 2K2

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To Bend, Not Break

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Upon the shadowed midnight moon,

The darkened sky brings all in full,

Tears of sadness takes my mind,

Sometimes feel like i've gone blind,

Upon the sacred shadowed moon,

stars of light show less soon,

the darkness pulls all light from this,

all i think is of that kiss,

i have nothing left to stand on,

just to fly like i'm a dragon,

when you wish that wish once more,

think of me like once before.

Dragons wings and mist of dark,

Zombie kings and lords of spark,

Flames grow high into the night,

wait for me to join the fight,

still the hero of the relm,

time to stand and remove my helm,

time to see what i have missed,

no time like the once been kissed.

Willows bend,

bows can break,

but still i find,

that willows wake,

not a crack,

a fissure seen,

only that of dragons wing.

((Dedicated to Amy, the willow of my inspiration))

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Trabin Di'Anttlies of Figaro Castle, Annon T'yr

Warrior of Virtue

17 May 2K2

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Campfire poem...

the fire that burns between us,

so close yet far away,

Know not the name of light,

I see my heart in a blaze,

Aqua sets the sound in motionn,

Change of heart insues,

The blaze is out of flame and spirit,

The last of ash is used.

Child calls from hidden heart,

The sound so sweet yet sad,

Stories say that dreamers dream,

but what of 'mares be had.

Of heroe's heart,

mirrors the dark,

but glows with every step,

Myth and legend have there place,

And soon the visage shows.

stil i sit,

along the fire,

looking for a name,

the shadows laugh,

and Darkness taunts,

the name they know so well.

I shall not dwell,

on themes so well,

as the search of all allume,

perhaps a rest for just a bit,

before i continue soon.

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I WAS BORED WHILE CAMPING LOOKING INTO A FIRE! geeze...

Trabin.... Some time...

Save

All the ones I know

are depressed again

Nothing I can do

But be missed again

So the words that I say

through their minds

They read

but it bries them more

in the Dark again

I wish I could

help again

But my past

as it says

back away again

with the pain

in my eyes

as I watch my friends die

I'm left by myself again.

If I save them all I'll be left again

If I let them go

I'll be lost again

Am I really saving them

Or is it me again

So I'm left on the edge again.

I’ve left for home

Can't wake up

like I did last night

Can't sleep in

Like i did last week

Can't stay home

Like I had to

Can't be here

like I wanted to

Can't go there

Like I need to

But I ain't stayin' here

So pick up the bags

and ride on home

I've left my home

for days untold

I've left for home

before you woke

But you're not far behind

so catch me up

ride along side

Driftin' along

Like I knew we would

Sending on home

Like you knew we would

Can't stay here

Like I know we should

But My place is home

Like I know you knew

So pick up the bags

and ride on home

I've left my home

for days untold

I've left for home

before you woke

But you're not far behind

so catch me up

ride along side

Last in my life

Like I saw myself

My dreams of home

Like you heard me say

Battles along the way

Like we knew It would

Gambits and Dealers

Like We knew we'd find

but along our road

Like we always do

So pick up the bags

and ride on home

I've left my home

for days untold

I've left for home

before you woke

But you're not far behind

so catch me up

ride along side

but all I know

Lost my dignaty

by a person like you

but all I know

is who you were

You left my home

and showed me life

But my grasp left

from what you were

I see you now

as I saw you then

but All I know

Is who I was

It's hard to see

what I saw

but All I know

is what you were

I came with

a journey inside

My mind

a place for

all I know

was all I have left

So I left my home

left with you

never to came back

but all I know

is what I never learned

but came to be

Nothing to be

but what I had seen

Nothing to see

but what I was told

Nothing to tell

but all that I know

So all that I am

Is nothing the same

I came to be

all I was

But All I know

Is trust broken

inside my mind

Promises left

All the same

All I know

Is how to say

That I've lived this long

and I live on

I'll breath the name

and drink the name

My own

I hear it ring

to empty air

And nothing

Nothing to grasp

Undone

I sit here

and wonder

how the world will be

undone

but the world

I see

Inside my mind

is all that I am

Undone

through the words that I speak

and my dreams

A world I have

Through the world I've seen

inside my mind

Another page

Undone

With my thoughts inside

my simple mind

I hear the words

so clear

but the pages

created

in my mind

the world is

all unclean

Broken all the panes

A glass of Shards it seen

Through the pages

written through my mind

another world

Undone

“Unwanted Pain”

I run past the hand

It pulls away

It brings my heart

and lets go of me

It takes my soul

And rapes it so

Just slow enough

For pain to flow

I hate my life

the pain is smooth

but part of me

Catches soon

My soul is caught

It's pain unreal

I live to feel

Like I'm wanted to

I take to the sky

I fall to the ground

I look to the clouds

so red

like the shroud

my heart slows down

the pain is quick

Yet life is me

And I live with it

I pull down the sheet

I see all my scars

but few that are there

can't be seen at all

I've lived a few dreams

I've payed a few drinks

I've ridden some rides

but I'm gone in these skies

My mind to another

Written 2 years ago

You let me alone

you ripped down the tears

You forced me away

But you pull back

So near

But you kept me so strong

And then left me to die

You pulled back my heart

and stabbed me so hard

I'm sick of the pain

that you caused me to feel

but to break all those dreams

to begin

and to feel

that these dreams are the same

that I feel all the time

that I know who I was

but who I am

not even close

I left all my dreams

And I gave you my heart

and I see what you did

Don't know where to start

on how you wanted to be

how you wanted me to be

and I'm left on the side

because I'm no Conformaty

So rip down the pages

Take down the walls

look in my face

and tell me the cause

becasue soon I'll be gone

you wont have a chance

to tell me the truth

to tell me why

So just sit there and think

while your time is running out

Or look in my eyes

and tell me the real why

I let you in

and I thought it was right

but now that i see

A mistake

Am I right?

I'm tired of lies

I'm tired of pain

So I'll just say good bye

Untill you learn to live

If you love me

then act it

if you don't

then oh well

Don't lead me by leash

This Cat says good bye