Future
Music and lyrics by Tracey Leanne Lutz
Background
     This is another depressing song about me feeling sorry for my pathetic excuse for a love life. I was not in the cheeriest mood when I wrote this, and originally wrote the first verse and then couldn't even make it through singing it to write the rest. I left this half finished for several weeks before I was able to complete it.
Lyrics
Verse 1: I watch the rain pour on my windowsill
and I know the world is spinning round but I am still
thinking about the things I must have done or said to you
and I know you say it's nothing but the state of you
But I can't help but dwell on all the pain I feel inside
and I don't know what hurts more is it my heart soul or pride?
And I can see the future of my life.
And I'm alone.

Verse 2
: I try to hide all of my tears
I try to hide behind my fears
I try to look the other way
But still it hurts more every day
And I can't believe I found someone I love like you
And not once but twice you simply broke my heart into
a million pieces that I cannot repair.
And I'm scared.

Instrumental

Final Verse: And I can't help but dwell on all the pain I feel inside
And I don't know what hurts more is it my heart soul or pride?
And I can see the future of my life.
And I can see the future of my life.
And I can see the future of my life.
and I'm alone.
And I'm alone.
I'm alone.
Oh I'm alone.
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