Angel of Mine
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(Amy)~ I looked at him, my precious love. He was sleeping in the baby ward in the hospital. St. Joseph's to be exact. Something woke him and he started to cry, arms reaching up to me. I might be his guardian angel, but I can still touch him. Therefore I scooped him up in my arms, rocking him back and forth. He was still crying, so I sang to him.

"Hush little baby don't you cry, I'm gonna love you tell you die. I'm gonna love you forever I will. Until the end of time I'll still." I looked back down at him and smiled. Brian had fallen asleep in my arms. Gently, I laid him back down and watched him sleep.

*Five Years later*
I sat in a chair by the porch. Only Brian could see me. No one else could. They all believed that I was h is imaginary friend. I watched as he rode on his little bike.
"Hey Amy!!" He said to me in his cute little five year old voice.
"Hi Brian," I said back.
"Guess where I'm going today," he said, eyes big with excitement.
"Where?" I asked him playing along.
"To grandpa's house!" He shrieked in delight.
"That's great kiddo!"
"You'll come too, right?" He asked me.
"Sure," I said back.
I watched him go inside the house to get ready. Then the whole family emerged. I nodded to Lucy, Harold's guardian angel. Later that day, at Brian and Harold's grandfather's house, the two brothers started to fight. Then quicker than my own angel powers, Brian fell down. I ran over to him. He was still conscious and I noticed that he had a bump on his head.
He saw me and cried, "Amy my head hurts."
I didn't have time to answer, for Jackie ran up to him and rushed him straight to St. Joseph's to see if he had a concussion.

*Later at the Hospital*
Are guardian angels allowed to cry? I wondered as I stared at Brian in the little hospital bed. My question was soon answered when a single tear rolled down my cheek. Brian was sleeping, his face pale and sick. Jackie and Harold Sr. were sitting in chairs next to the bed, tears in their eyes. Their baby boy, or as Jackie liked to call him, baby duck, was sick. They had just found out that he had a hole in his heart and a staph infection, caused by a scraped knee a week ago.

During the middle of the night, he noticed me. Jackie and Harold were asleep in the chairs.
"Amy, am I gonna die?" He asked, tears in those big beautiful eyes.
"Baby, I don't know. The Big Guy only does," I told him compassionately.
He looked at me and then asked, "Will you always be here with me?"
"Yes Brian, I'll always be here with you."

Later on he got better. He soon forgot about me and the promise. But I never stopped watching him. He grew up and started dating girls. I never went out with him on his dates. They always made me unhappy. One day, when he was 17, he saw me again....

(Brian)~ I was walking down my school's hall, when I saw her in the mirror. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She was all golden and bright. No sooner then I saw her, did she leave. Without a sound, touch, or trace, but the feeling of love, warmth, and harmony was tremendous.
'Hey dude, get a hold of yourself,' I thought, making my way to the caf. "B-Rok, over here!"
I turned around and saw Mary Tulk signaling me over to our table for the day.
"Sup?" I asked as I sat down.
"Nothing much. Hey what about Clark's class?" asked my best friend Matt.
"That was a killer," I said taking a bite out of my sandwich.
"Ya," said Mary smiling at me.

I think she kinda has this thing for me. Lot of people have told me so. I looked up, don't know why, but I did, and I saw her again. Brownish-blond hair, flowing past her shoulders; kinda tall, and blue eyes, blue enough to melt the iceberg Titanic hit. That was when Matt nudged me in the arm.
"Check out that babe," he said to me.
"Ya," I answered back. Mary turned around and looked at her.
"Her? Nope I don't think so," she said rudely.
The girl then looked at me straight in the eye, making me melt like a puddle of ice cold water. Her eyes moved and rested on Mary. She then looked back at me and ran out the caf doors into the outside world.
"What a dork," said Mary, eying me for a response. When I didn't answer she gave up.

After a few more classes, I left school and walked home. On the way, I saw her yet again. She was sitting in the meadow and crying. I went over to see why she was so sad. I sat down next to her.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked her. She looked up at me, tears falling down her lovely face.
"I'm happy and yet sad," she said looking in my eyes.
"Well, are you ok?"
"Yeah," she said getting ready to leave.
"Wait! Who are you?" She turned back, tears still rimming her eyes, and smiled at me.
"My name?" she asked.
"Yes."
"It's Amy." And with that she walked away, leaving me in the meadow.
'Amy,' I thought. 'Why does that name sound so familiar to me? Why does she seem familiar to me?'

*Six years later*
"Nick, you little cheat!" I yelled as he threw the turtle shell at me.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I am the master at all Nintendo!" He shouted as I gave up.

(Amy)~ "Hey Beth." I said as I came into the room.
"Hey ya girl," she said back, eyes focused on the scene going on in front of her.
"This is so funny! Nick just beat Brian again at that game. I love this guy!" she said before bursting out laughing.
I just rolled my eyes, watching Brian turn the TV on to a Basketball game.
"At least you can stay with Nick all the time," I said to her. She looked at me compassionately.
"I'm so sorry. I know what it can feel like when you're away from the one that you love." I knew that she was talking about Carlos. I smiled.
"Hey you better run, Nick's leaving." I told her.
"Oh yeah, he's got a date with Katie"
She then hurried to catch up with Nick, whom of course, did not notice. I looked back at Brian. It was only 10:40pm and he was already starting to drift off to sleep. He was getting tired faster then normal. I knew it had something to do with his condition. He was gonna have to do something about it, or else the fans would be disappointed if he had to go to the hospital during one of the tours. Brian was now in a music group you see, with his cousin Kevin, Howie, AJ, and Nick.

*Two days later*
(Brian)~ I just got back from the doctor's , and I was stunned. My heart was acting up again. It was pumping access blood to compensate for the hole in my heart. Problem was that my heart was getting bigger and bigger and would burst if I didn't do something about it. I had called my mom up, she was in tears. All she kept saying to me was that I would be ok, cause she knew an angel was looking out for me. Now I had to go tell the guys, and my girlfriend Mary.

(Amy)~ I watched as the guys all reacted in their own ways by this dramatic news. I saw Mary's jaw drop and tremble. Then Brian went over and hugged her tight. 'This just isn't fair' I thought watching her cry in his arms. 'That should be me'. I ran out of the room then, Beth, Megan , Mel, and Rose watching me. Then after a while of sitting outside watching the stars go by, Mel came out to see how I was.
"Hey, you ok?" she asked me.
"No," I replied wiping the tears from my eyes.
"I know it's hard cuz, I'm going through the same thing with Kevvy Kev. But you gotta be tough, and remember that she's not the one for him."
I looked up, "But why did the Big Guy do this to us?" I asked.
"He does stuff for different reasons," she said as she went back.

A week later Brian had his operation. I was there to see him thru it . It turned out to be successful, although it took longer then expected, since they discovered another hole. I stood by his bed as he slept peacefully. He then suddenly woke up and saw me.
"You," he said with recognition in his eyes. "You're Amy right?" I was surprised that he even remembered. I didn't talk, all I did was bend down and kiss him.

(Brian)~ She bent down and kissed me. Electricity sparked off. I had closed my eyes and when I opened them she was gone. I could,however, hear a faint song, almost a lullaby.

"Hush my baby don't you cry,
I'm gonna love you till you die.
I'm gonna love you forever I will,
And till the end of time I'll still."

The last part was being sung faintly as I drifted off to sleep. I had a weird dream of a different time, a different place, and of the girl. At the time it baffled me.

*One year later*
I was happy. I had just promised myself to Mary. She had long gone to bed, while I looked at the congratulation cards. I picked one up. It was only addressed to me. I opened it and started to read:

Brian,
Love of my life, angel of mine. I would like you to know that I'm happy for you, even though it hurts. How many times did I want to just talk to. You and open my heart to you. Too many to count, you are the only one for me. I don't blame any one for tearing us apart, not even my mother that had me aborted. Keep love in your heart, and I'll be waiting.
Love Always,
Your Angel, Amy

At this I cried. I knew I had known her before. She was my true love. I never saw her again. Not until I went away. We were reunited and lived happily in Paradise. That is before we were born again, soulmates forever.

THE END