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This is the public diary of me, Susan.. I'm 17, and whenever i can, i'll update this so you can keep tabs on me!
22 Days till my birthday

I started another epic war with Sarah last night.  I was upset because Kym might not be able to come down, but i didn't want to talk to Sarah about it because she'd just say 'you'll see her another time' and rush off for dinner at Rachel's.  But i was kinda down and she could tell, so when she asked what was wrong, i just said 'nothing' and she went over to rachels and i went to the common room.  anyway, i ran into her later and ended up going over to rachels where they were all mucking around.  I'd been there about half an hour when rachel said something about her and sarah's online tests, which were due at 9.00 today not being graded yet.  I'd already done the test and re-taken it to get 100% so i knew that her and sarah's tests were graded, but she was looking at the wrong page.  When i told them that, Sarah said 'oh, you've done it, you can tell us the answers' and i said no, because the test was on something that we really need a good grasp on, and if i told them the answers then they wouldn't understand the topic properly and it'd make the rest of the course harder to understand.  When i went to find the results page, the computer was logged in under rachel's name, so all her results came up, and then Sarah wanted to look at her's, but when i went to tell her where to find her results, she got all shitty and since i was already in a bad mood and the last thing i felt like was doing favours for people who weren't going to appreciate it, i said 'fine.  i mean, it's not like i know where to go or anything', said goodbye to the others and went over to Amelia's.  Today i haven't spoken to Sarah at all and i'm not going to make the first move at reconciling.  I'm so sick of her being so hell-bent on making new friends she forgets her old ones that i don't care anymore.  If she wants my friendship, she's going to have to get over herself and make a bit of an effort.  I probably sound really conceited saying stuff like 'she has to earn my friendship' but come on!  I've peen put down, trodden on, forgotten when it suits her and expected to be her pillar of strength when she needs it ever since i've known her!  I'm just so sick of her attitude!

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