Blackness
Lonliness surrounds my soul
like a disease
spreading throughout my body
destroying every inch of happiness and self control
Depression swallows my sanity
slowly breaking it down
leaving me at the break of madness
falling into a delusionary reality
Satisfaction of my life has disappeared
the pleasure of my existance
has lost itself in its own empty universe
the things in which frighten me, I no longer fear
The loss of attention, love, and care
has sent me to the edge of my emotional state
sending me through a ruthless cycle
of pain, torment, and misery, which I don't find so rare
Never showing an effect of my pain
expressing my feelings in an artistic way
hiding my obsession with death
ignoring my demented thoughts that the demons have brought upon me, I refrain
The darkness that engulfs my heart
destroying any inkling of feeling
strengthening the pitaful weaknesses that circle my soul
As I realize the ruthless world can be cruel, I must survive it, endure the agony, and live through the painful part