Lovable Hatred
You said you'd never leave me
you promised to never hurt me
you whispered those three words
which I hold so close to my heart, I can't deal with all the lies you expressed to me
You told me to never fall
never to fall in love with another
I made an oath in my heart, I'll alwayz love you
you said you loved me, and I believed your lies
your love blinded me, like a wall
You said you thought about only me
nite and day
You were in my heart, in my mind
every second of my day, I believed the words you say
You said you'd always be there
to laugh with, to cry upon, to hold me
you said you wanted to be the only one
to feel the tenderness of my heart, I thought I was the love of your life, for you are mine,
but now I see
One is not enough
you need many
my love alone cannot fulfill
the wants and needs of your soul
you need much more, Im not capable of providing any
My heart bleeds for your love
my body aches for just a tender kiss
my soul raging with torchure of your absence
my body desires a touch from your gentle hand, eternal bliss
The time I spent with you
such pleasure and passion
every second spent with you
was heaven to me, unfortunately it was all lies
it was an illusion
The effects of our depart
fell heavily on my body, my heart, and soul
such pain and torment
I never knew was possible, it suddenly became my role
Our departure was agonizing, indeed
but my love for you will never decrease
the emotional feelings I developed during our relationship will be forever there
time will heal my pain, my tears shall be released.