| Hated Love |
| I loved you in the times of past you broke me down over and over oh so fast You hurt me so, you'll never know I hurt myself, because I couldn't bare the pain I will never be content I will never be the same I feel the pain, circling my heart I believed all the things, all those lies you just thought it was nothing, I was nothing that hurts the most, night after night I sat and cried You looked at me and saw my tearstained face just shook your head, and went on through the day I thought I was more than just a toy now I shall never believe a word you say I have learned a lesson through all this Love is grand, in its being but whens its over it's a fatal thing The blood that dripped from my oh so scarred skin I can go back and feel the pain but the trust I had in you, will never exist again The physical pain will go away in the days to pass but the unmended heart will be forever severed I still think about the hurt you put upon me and how you think you were so clever You laugh because you hurt me day after day, but do you see a smile come across my face? Its not something I find funny, not in the least but I am slowly recovering, at my own pace |