The Love I'll Never Have
He is my internal core
the center of my emotions
he makes my heart roar
with the love he shows me, his devotion
He whispers sweet nothings
but they mean the world to me
I love the way he expresses his love, not material things
the way I feel about him, I kno it could never be
He has another soulmate
something I could never live up to
my love for him is like a prisongate
Keeping the inmates locked inside
as the unique souls try to break thru the very surface that prevents them from bein free
they desire so badly to be one with the other side
they can never roam this realm of emotional reality
The souls are my emotions
my emotional roller coaster
they need to be known, to fly in slow motion
For they are internally severed
they can never be repaired
I never show the pain I have endured
therefore I keep it inside, never to be shared
Breaking my heart into pieces
the very pieces that keep me sane
after being under his grasp, he releases
letting my heart produce a thunderstorm of rain
Crying, not holding back the tears
I let my feelings overwelme me
I begin to accept the facts, face my fears
I inhale my pain, my heart is bleeding, I realize the fact, we'll never be