When I die?
Everything you ever taught me ...
Was it a lie?
I look at you as a friend
More then a father
I try to bond with you
But why do I bother?
You look down on me
Make fun of my appearance
Make fun of my piercings
I just want to hear it
Do you even realize
You have a son?
I ask myself every night
"What have I done"?
You make me feel
Like I want to die
I'm sure if I did
You wouldn't even cry
I feel like I was
The biggest mistake
How can you hate
What you helped create?
I spent my whole life
Trying to make you proud
You really don't see that?
What's that all about?
I've never drank or smoked
I did that for you
Atleast at first
Then I did it for me too