Let Down

I'm always let down
never wanna speak my mind
you ask me how I'm doing
I say I'm fine
I'd tell you the truth
but I don't wanna risk it
I feel like a fuckin' dog
chasing a bisquit
I don't have anything
to call my own
this place I sleep in
isn't even my home
I write these words
to inspire myself
I try to build up some courage
to ask you for help
I've been let down
too many times
don't even wanna hear
your compulsive lies
You try and tell me
that we're true friends
funny that our friendship
has met it's end