All that hatred is gonna drag you down
Life's too short to carry around a frown
I'm trying to make amends with everyone I know
If they reject my request, of course I'll feel low
But it's not gonna take anytime to get over them
To think, some of these people I once called a friend
Now they won't even talk in my direction
Their friendship was a big misconception
I've never hated anyone in my entire life
You stabbed me in the back with my own knife
I still let it go, and want to be cool with you
All have to do is talk to me too
So I'm trying to survive
And make a good life for myself
I can do this on my own
I don't need your help
Is it so hard to believe I'm trying to change?
I'm tired of everyone thinking I'm deranged
I'm not gonna call you if I don't think you want it
You only call me when you want to start shit
But I keep my cool not exploding
At first I thought you were just joking
I thought our talk was going to be civil
Maybe catch up and ask me to chill with you
But imagine the surprise I get
I'm a good guy, I don't deserve that shit
But oh well, having said that have a good day
I'm gonna pack up my bags and move far away