I'm still here, but with some aftermath
Little beaten, little bruised
I started up cause I had nothing to lose
I have nothing to lose
But nothing to gain
Drinking is a temporary
Escape from the pain
I was laughing, I was crying
I was wishing I was dying
When I said I wasn't drunk
Was the only time that I was lying
My friend's have helped me
I'm beginning to see
That there are better girls
Out there for me
One's that won't twist my feelings
Like strings on a puppet
I took enough abuse
Now I'm just like "fuck it"
I tried my best
I did what I could
Find another MAN
That'll treat you that good
You can have a ball
Cause you'll get used again
But I won't catch you
Like a supportive friend
I'll let you fall
Maybe that's what you need
Then you'll know what it's like
To have your heart bleed.