There's a feeling inside I just can't explain
It's like frusteration, mixed with lots of pain
It's been building up for the past few years
Day after day, the moments getting near
Where I put up my flag and just give up
It's like no one's on my side, and I have no luck
So what do I really have going for me in life?
I don't have money, motivation, or jesus christ
I just have what I make on my own
I wish everyone would just leave me alone
There are a few people I actually like
The one's that don't plot on me and then strike
They always help me when I need it the most
If not for them, I might be a ghost
You'll never understand the way I feel inside
When I feel this way I just scream and cry
If I said I was happy that would be a lie
But me lying? I would rather die
It's a cruel world but you need to keep on moving
If you give up now, who knows what you could be losing?
Believe me the thought has crossed my mind
Crossed? more like a constant thought that doesn't fade in time
You shouldn't judge people by the way they look
They may appear to be nice, but really be a crook
People use to ask me stuff like "what are you wearing?"
I may look a little mean, but I can actually be caring
Just because I run around, scream and cuss
Does that make me bad? that COULD be a plus
What if I was out drinking and doing druggs?
But still pretended to care and give you hugs
I've been finding out, people are faker then they act
Especially when they're talking about you behind your back
But I'm at the point where I just don't care
Whatever happens to me in this life, atleast I'm prepared
Well it's time for me to go settle some scores
The end of this song is after the next chorus
You'll never understand the way I feel inside
When I feel this way I just scream and cry
If I said I was happy that would be a lie
But me lying? I would rather die
It's a cruel world but you need to keep on moving
If you give up now, who knows what you could be losing?
Believe me the thought has crossed my mind
Crossed? more like a constant thought that doesn't fade in time