29 Jun 08

It is time for Trey's liebchen to die.

I have deleted all pages except this one. I edited this page because GeoCities will not let me delete the whole thing. I am now Marebear_56. I have gone through some hard times these last few years, but am now emerging from Hermitsville.

I have joined the Patriot Guard Riders and have found many new friends and a calling to honour our deceased Soldiers and Veterans.

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You Said i Would Grow

~ by Marebear_56/formerly Trey's liebchen

We met and You said You would teach me to grow.

You shared Your knowledge, Your experiences, Your wisdom.

You shared Yourself with me, You made me feel Your confidante,

You made me feel so important.

You said You loved me and would help me grow.

i grew to know how beautiful and valuable i was to You.

Such a rare gem, You said.

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i grew to know that i was beautiful and valuable to myself

through Your kind words, nurturing and Love.

i grew to be SO strong within myself!

i grew to need Your advice...

i grew to need Your words of wisdom...

i grew to crave Your exciting touch and

i grew to need Your calming effect on me...

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i miss Your voice.

i miss You calling back when i left my last message.

i miss writing to You every night.

i miss baring my soul and sharing my innermost thoughts and desires and fears and misgivings and doubts and nightmares and hopes and dreams...

with...

You.

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Where are You?

…

Master?

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i have grown to not expect discussions of my daily emails...

i have grown to not expect a visit every week... nor every other week... nor every month...

i have grown to not expect a call every day... nor every other day... nor every week...

i have grown to know You are not always there when i need You now.

i have grown to know You are not there at all.

i have grown to know You probably won't ever be.

i have grown to know i might have to go on alone.

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Where are You Master?

Have i grown too much?

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