These are poems of mine.  I hate them but others seem to just love them.  For them, this section is for you.
Poems
wants

finding nothing
i am lost
wanting some peace
get chaos
getting a yearn
fill me up
wanna be proud
look elsewhere
all of these are things we want
what we want things you can't have
bambi wants
mother back
i just had her
for a snack
little boy
wants a game
old man wants his youth
all the things that you want
are the things that i have
all the wants that i got
tend to be what you don't have


genocide for the masses

destruction
everyone died in my world
suicide bomber
wiped them out
a life of peace for me
a world of death for you
does it look like i fucking care
i won't cry for any of you
free to do whatever i please
ethnic cleansing for you all
blow up your neighbors
poison the family
to help along i'll
give you the poison
turn on the pigs
shoot the president
don't worry kids he'd
do the same to you
blow up the world and make me happy
actually make a difference for once


the rejection

a boy ran to god yesterday
he rejected his opinions
told him to go away
needed him to stay away
away from his world

his mother was tired of him
his dad ran away
from the pain of knowing him
the world just stood and laughed
at the lonely and sad kid

he distanced myself
distanced his emotions
distanced the way he was
the distance
distance was good

and in this lonely child
was the potential for love
the knowledge of how
the world truly works
the works of which he rejected

the loneliness of it
pained his body
nothing lasted for it
his sadness corroded
his heart of love

and out of the death
came a new and deadly boy
bent on revenge
on the ones that tormented him
he has it all planned
the prophesy of the fall of the humans

the day falls into the night's grasp
like the dragon falls to the almighty knight
eagles call for the last flight as the meteors
begins their relentless toil
the earth cries in pain in the form of hail
opening it's mighty mouth to swallow
the infidels of its own creation that
it has warned would die if it doen't change
the tides rise and crash the structures that were so loved
drowning, killing, sweeping away all the victims trapped within
the downfall of nations from liquid fire
as it tears homes asunder
bolts of light hit the cars that are trying to escape
our streets filled with the smell of the blood of the wicked
as it flows up to our knees
nobody will escape this death
we an only accept this fate


the kiss of sadness

a great sadness grasps my heart
twists it left and right
the taste of its icy kiss makes me want more
she says she comes to claim my soul
someone to share her pain, loneliness
every atom of her and her emotions
as she kisses me once again i start to feel colder
my body feels warm but my insides ice up
i feel swept up in the beauty's breath
a breeze flies around my body
it flows through and surrounds me
until it's all i can think of
when the blessed kiss is over i find i cannot move
then realize i was caught in her deadly icy trap


runaway

running away from the pain inside
it chases me relentlessly
i can't run fast enough from it
it finds me when i try to hide
wishing that i could escape
but knowing that i can't
one day it will catch me
and never let go
but until then i'll continue
until it catches me


kda

my heart aches for you
your loving smile and gentle kiss
i want to die every time i'm without you
the hurt's too much to bear
i love your eyes as they show how you feel
the soul-filled love or sinister anger
i beg that you never leave me
and you swear you never will
you always have and always will
blessed me with your presence
i long for when we meet again
and the fun we'll have


only 8

why mom, why do you beat me?
i'm just a little boy
all i did was drop my sandwich
then you go off on me
you knocked out my two front teeth
blackened my eye, broke my arm
BITCH!
i'll make you pay!
i hate you
i'll make you bleed and bleed
stab your eyes out and slit your throat
slip cyanide in your drink
all the while looking innocent
you? a victim of my rage
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