Journal Page 4

December 3rd, 2003 - Today on Teen Angels you placed 24th with 210 votes.

December 8th, 2003 - Today you had your 600th visitor.

December 12th, 2003 - Today is your 8th month in Heaven. We love and miss you very much.

December 18th, 2003 - Today you had your 700th visitor.

December 25th, 2003 - Merry Christmas Emmy. Your first Christmas in Heaven. It has taken me a while to update your site because my computer crashed but I got a new one for Christmas so I can keep on updating.

December 27th, 2003 - I added Nichole's poem to your site and Nichole's friend's poem.

December 28th, 2003 - Today you had your 800th visitor.

December 29th, 2003 - I was cleaning out my room and found my old agenda from school and found a thing you had wrote in there. I also found more pictures I over looked in some yearbooks of you. Going to be adding those soon.

December 30th, 2003 - I just heard that Monday he was released on good behavior. It's not fair that he gets released for good behavior when you will never come back to us. Our goverment is so screwed up it's not even funny. They care more about the ones that commit the crime then the victims. Only if the tables were turned that's when government would really understand how much grief we have for losing you Emmy.

December 31st, 2003 - Happy New Year's Eve! I also join some groups on Yahoo today. I added some more pictures of you, one with you, Jay, and Jeana and some of you and your classmates.

January 1st, 2004 - Happy New Year's!

January 5th, 2004 - Today I added a page that has DUI crash pictures to help show people what drinking and driving can cause. I also added Nichole's Eulogy for people to understand you better. Nichole also emailed me saying on Christmas the family read a poem you had wrote and there wasn't a dry eye in the room. You were so loved Emily and I believe you knew that.

January 6th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 900th visitor. I also added another page of DUI crash pictures and some links.

January 7th, 2004 - Today my mom told me that when I was a baby, your aunt Teresa Knauff, bought me a dress with rosebuds on it. She was killed in a car wreck later on.

January 10th, 2004 -  Today your cousin Casie Knauff emailed me today, saying what a wonderful job I had done on this site. I thanked her for emailing me and signing your guestbook.

January 11th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 1000th visitor.

January 12th, 2004 - Today you have been Home for nine months now. Doesn't seem possible. Still missing you terribly. Casie wanted me to add a Jewel song to your Poem and Quotes Pages, so I did. The poem just suits this site perfectly not to mentioned it's titled Emily. Casie misses you terribly as well. I also added a couple of more poems to the site as well. Rest peacefully with the angels tonight dear Emmy. We all love you and miss you very much, which I don't have to tell you that, you already know. I also got a letter to attend the poet convention in Florida cause I have been nominated Poet of the Year for 2004. That made me so proud and so glad that my poem for you was so inspiring.

January 14th, 2004 - Today my mom read in the paper that your dad is suing "him" for personal injury. I fully agree with him for doing that cause you didn't get justice Emily. Just cause "he" was a minor that doesn't mean nothing. He made an adult decision and took your life. "He" should have been punished more that what he got. Four to Six months then got out on good behavior, that's not justice at all. How would that judge feel if that was his daughter? I bet he would have made the punishment worse than what the judge ordered "him" to do. "He" probably still doesn't feel guilty for what he did. That's okay cause he will be punished later when God is judging him. What goes around, comes around.

January 15th, 2004 - Today I added some more angel pictures and I added your site on some more memorial sites. I put the links of them on your vote page.

January 16th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 1,100 visitor. Also today Yahoo freaked out so I had to delete your angel picture pages and your tribute page cause they said I was over my space limit. Also today is the sixth month this site has been online.

January 18, 2004 - I made a Friends In Heaven Page.

January 20, 2004 - You recieved your 1,200th visitor.