Journal Page 6

March 4th, 2004 - Today your cousin Casie told me what a wonderful job I was doing on the site and that she checks it several times a week. I thanked her. I can tell she misses you a lot Emmy, just like we all do. I changed the DUI crash pictures into memorial links to make more space for pictures. I also promised on Angel Outside My Window to never drink and drive and put your memorial link on there as well. Today you also recieved your 2000th visitor. Thank you for all the people who visit Emmy's site.

March 5th, 2004 - Today Nadiine from Graffix of Eden sent me another graphic for you that is also as beautiful as the others. Thank you so much Nadiine, you did a wonderful job on all the graphics. I also added a new quote that Deborah Walker emailed me on the Poem and Quotes Pages.

March 9th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 2,100th visitor.

March 10th, 2004 - Today your mommy signed the guestbook. She is so proud of you Emmy in everything you did in life. I also entered your site into My Opinion Top sites.

March 11th, 2004 - Today me and mom went and saw "Passion of the Christ". It was great movie that touches your heart and really shows you what Jesus went threw just to save us. It was so perfectly directed and when you see Mary watching her son go threw all of that torture, you can't help but to cry. As Jesus is nailed to the cross, you can't help but to hurt with him. Watching him suffer then pray for the ones that have betrayed him, you can't help but be inspired to do the same for those who betrayed you. You will leave the movie feeling this tremendous feeling of love and joy yet sadness. Once you see this movie, you see the world with new awaking. If you haven't seen it yet, plan to do so. It's a great movie and it's on my top ten list of great movies.

March 12th, 2004 - Eleven months on this day, you have went away. You went home without saying good bye. How we all miss you very much that it hurts. We cry cause when there is a beautiful day, funny moment, a peaceful rainy day, or a beautiful sunset in the distant, we think oh how Emily would have loved to seen this. Then we smile knowing you are there beside us not missing a single moment. Oh how we all wish we could just have one more hug, smile, laugh or just plainly one more day to say I love you that we can have with you but you hear our words and wish the very same thing. That day shall came, sooner or later, when we meet again in Heaven. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and remember the great times we had together. Those memories always puts a smile on my face knowing you was there for me when I needed you and I was there for you. I will NEVER forget you Emily as long as I live, you will always remain in my heart, my "little sis".

March 13th, 2004 - Today I added some graphics to your site. Thought it would be a nice touch. Hope you like them.

March 15th, 2004 - Today when I checked my email, I recieved one for Golden Elite and noticed that you won an award last week for winning in Shinning Halo. I didn't even notice that Friday. Sorry about that. I also made you an award page for your awards to be placed on. Still missing you like always. You have also recieved your 2,200th visitor.

March 16th, 2004 - Today I learned that your site has reached the voting top spot in Golden Elite in Ladder One. Thank you to all of those who voted for Emily to help her reach the top. Your kindness will never be forgotten.

March 17th, 2004 - Happy St. Patrick's Day Emmy! Today I received two angel pictures that Sara Duncan has made you for your site. They are very beautiful and I added them to your Pictures Made for Emily page. Hope you like them. Sara said in her email responding to me, "Because of time limitations, I don't normally compile ange pictures for people other than parents or grandparents who have lost a child, but your story of your sweet friend has touched my heart." I gladly thanked her very much for doing them and her kindness will never be forgotten. Still missing  your smile, your hugs but mostly just you all together.

March 18th, 2004 - Last night I put up two pictures that Stacey has made for you as an angel on your Pictures Made for Emily page. They are both very beautiful.

March 20th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 2,300th visitor.

March 24th, 2004 - Today Emmy's site was approved in Women Who Believe site. It's a beautiful site for women who inspire people every day. Your guestbook was all full so I added a new one from Bravenet today so people can share their thoughts. Sorry to those who couldnt sign the old guestbook.

March 26th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 2,400th visitor.

March 27th, 2004 - You recieved an award from Susan at Chrildren's Christmas Angel. Thank you Susan for your kindness and giving Emmy the award.

March 29th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 2,500th visitor.

April 4th, 2004 - I added your site in a new voting ring. Wrote your memorial last night.