These things I have came across the net and they remind me of Emily that I had to share with everybody. I wanted people to understand how much she meant to me and a lot of other people as well. She made a huge impact on my life that will never fade away. I know people has idols of famous people or their family memebers, Emily is one my my idols in my life. She helped me see how wonderful life really was and never take it for granted. Emily always had a smile on her face and loved to make people laugh. Emily was like a rainbow shining brightly on a stormy day. Still til this very day, she still shines brightly. I have only had very few people in my life that was totally there for me and she was one of those few. Losing her was like somebody took a piece of my soul away. I have to learn how to trust again and that is so hard for me to do. I have had people betray me, even the ones I thought was practically family. It just hurt to lose such a precious gem like Emily. To me it feels like somebody kicking you in the stomach every day and then laughing in your face when you realize she is really gone. It's not fair that she had to go away. It's not fair that her family and friends have to suffer and wake up every day knowing she is in Heaven and not with us. I hope and pray every day that no more family and friends suffer the way all of us have suffered on losing Emily.

This graphic means a lot to me cause I have always said Emily was my rainbow in life.

Looking at this blinkie makes me smile and laugh everytime I see it. I remember me and Emily was discussing horoscopes one day in English class. Her birthday fell on April 20th and some calendars she was an Aries and the next she was a Taurus like me. She didn't want to be a Taurus so I called her a borderline Taurus and we laughed about that. Good times like that makes me wish I was still living in those moments.