BREAKUP...

i feel so numb
i tried to cry for you today
but the tears wouldn't come
is there something wrong with me
i know i'm crazy but...
i can't succumb


its so strange
i should be sad beyond belief
but i can smile like yesterday
its a crazy idea but believe
i think deep down inside...
i hide my grief


i miss you so
i only saw you just last week
its all my fault, i feel so low
and you know, i'm such a creep
i feel i'm traitorous...
already letting go