indecision

food for thought i didn't need
they tell me things, expecting me to heed
i don't know what i should think
go on, turn back - i'm at the brink
i just wonder what he sees
what's his opinion all about me
what to believe, who to ignore
will it be just like before
if i refuse will he be hurt
or will regrets taste like dirt
what do other people think
as i stand here at the brink
to ask? or don't i want to know
should i progress with the ebb and flow
and take all blessings as they come
its indecision's ho and hum