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Sometimes I feel like a dog. They love to wander aimlessly. They love strolling the city on foot, to experience the feel of the streets, the color of the lights, the height of the skyscrapers. I could relate with them, maybe that is why one of my hobbies is trying to read what is on the mind of a dog. But actually, I love cats more. But cats are rude. Theyre fucking suplada.

Ever since my earliest recollection of life, I have always been romantic. I have always dreamed of my own personal version of a fairy tale ending. Funny, because it is a very feminine goal. If one day, I would choose to never see another day, if I chose to leave my life, to rest in non-existence, to leave my name, my soul, my memory behind and take my own life-body, then it is because I felt that love will never be.

What is a geek?  The definition of Geek in the modern ages may that be of a person who lives an unconventional lifestyle, living along with science fiction, modern mythology (of comic books and modern fantasy books), pseudo-obscure films, anime (well, anime has become pop culture lately, so it doesn't always count), fictional monsters, extraterrestrial and paranormal studies, and pc/video games as inspiration.  A geek may usually be considered as an unofficial outcast in society for their ideas and practices may be a bit funny and bizarre for a normal individual

We may be jerks sometimes, or sometimes, we may feel cocky, sometimes we even feel as if the whole world is against is.  But no amount of experience and trauma can easily alter our nature.  For me, I am a Geek.

Sometimes, I wonder why I shift from the geek, the devil, and the saint…? Perhaps something is indeed wrong with me. That is why I have contrasting moods. Now, I may be the bar-going, naughty type, but when a different season strikes, I may turn into a silent, lonesome creature of self-torment.

spend it on obscure DVDs like "Evil Dead", Star Wars action figures, and internet time surfing to the websites of Star Wars and X-files.  I stay home for the most part of the weekend to play Warcraft III, Zeus, Simcity, and Star Wars Battlegrounds.  I could not get myself to have vices like smoking, drinking, and drugs anyway

Can you sometimes feel as if there are demons inside you that need to be unleashed? Like a Pandora's Box? Like a Jekyll, waiting for Hyde? In the darkest moments, we sometimes need to be one with negativity. We sometimes need to live with the darkness. For there are moments that darkness might consume us whole. Therefore, we must sometimes embrace the darkness. Scary thought. But life should not be expected as a fairy tale.

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last update: February 2005

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