Confession

There are some things in this world
That I’d never tell a soul
So even my closest friends would question what I know.

Remember that girl in school mom
That was caught with ecstacy?
I had stuffed it in her bag mom
So no one knew that it was me.

And to my best friend 
Your boyfriend cheated on you 
I never meant to hurt anyone
It was a night I’ll always rue

And to my daddy dearest
When you found that rubber on your bed
You assumed it was someone else
But it was me instead

By the time you read this
I will already be dead
Either dying alone in pain
Or peacefully in my bed.

If I could take back what I’ve done
I’d turn back the hands of time
Begin to smile again
And wave my sins goodbye

I hurt the ones I loved
But what I’ve done has happened
So I’ll face my consequences
And put  my life to an end

I’ll rot in my deadly corpse
And burn in hell for you
Die a thousand times
So you’ll know my love is true

So store away my room
And burn all my possessions
And this be known to you
As my last confession...

By: Kanita Noiye Bouathong

9/25/00

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