| Well, here are some more of my poems, i have never really shared them with anyone so i guess here is as good a place to start as any. Plz excuse my spelling. have fun reading them and plz dont steal them. Enjoy!!!! |
| Holding on.... Life is an interesting lession Tought from birth to trust in love. Dreams die out and pain sets in. Hopes are gone, lessons learned. All we know are the delutions in our heads. I want u.... its all I hear. Let no one close and pain stays away. Hert is all I seem to know. True happyness dose not exsist. This lession I have learned to well. Friends give happyness, love gives pain. Just smile tell the hert is gone. I keep on pushing, trying to think happy thoughts. Sad that my innocents is gone. One day it may all get better. But for now the pain keeps holding on. Jan 29, 2002 |
| Feelings being torn in two. The confuton setting in. Not focusing on whats gong on. I turn inside and run. I dont know how I feel. The only thing I know is my lov for u. faces apearing, causeing confution. All I want is to pull u closer. People getting in the way. Tearing me apart, I cry. Dont know who to trust anymore. I cant seem to smle anymore. Lost, trying to find my way back Your love is keeping me true. Everything is closing in. But nothing matter, I still have U 97 |
| these in no order and Reading these agine are a trip. God i can be chessy at times lol... |
| Eveything is in u'r hands now. Nothing remains but pain and a brocken heart. The life i once new is gone. But the smell of u I still have. U left me so alone. I can do nothing but cry, I thought I was smart. It seems so hard to love when u can't trust. Everything is in u'r hands, including my heart. 96 |
| Best Friens Forever Alone in my heart with out U. Your no longer here for me. You'v gone away to a new place in tme. For my lonlynesswithout u, i'm no longer free. My bestfriend, you'v moved away. How am i sapose to live this life without u? You'v been the one I'v cared about for 3 years now. For the love of our friendship is so true. In my heart you'll always be there. You, the one I love who would hert me never. This dosnt mean our friendship is over. Just means seperated, Best Friends Forever. March 1995 To stacey |
| Everythng comes to a realization. It all begins to settle in. All this pan I'v been going through comes to a close. Things are becoming easyer! The thought of losing u runs through my head. It scares me so much inside. The sun comes up, it goes down day after day. But u'r stll there when i wake up? Hard times bring things clearer to me. It makes me relize just ow much u mean in my life. I dont know anything of how it will turn out. I just know i love u. There isnt a second of the day that I dont think about u. U'r face never leaves my mind. I look in u'r eyes, such love is there. But i see hert there too. Im so afraid u'll give up on me. It scares me that maybe ur feelings arnt true. Your my life, my love, my soil... I'll never love anouther, just U! 9-97 |
| My Writtings..... |
| A painfull life full of nothing but hert. Tears flowing like rivers, souronding my soul. Nothing but emptyness created by brocken promises & hertfull words. Everything is in kaos, nothing is what it seems. I was in the dark, alone to stay forever I thought. Tell U opened the door & shined a light on my soul. U took me in u'r strong arms & kissed the tears away. It is with u'r love I truly belive u saved me from the pain. U took my life and made me see all the good that exist inside. Now u are everything that I wanted. U love me. Now my life is complet and everything is truly okay. I see things with brighter eyes and an open soul. Not afraid to face a new day, theres nothing I cant acomplish in ur eyes. Its all because of the love u give me. ts all because of u. 12-97 |
| All that is around looks so gloomy. Dim colors in a dm, gray sky. Pale faces with no sort of expression. I guess it is all how I feel inside. I go through drastic changes. Confution is what it all brings. Nothing inside but a darkined, witherng heart. Just pain and hatered it seems. Forgotten momeries keep coming back. I keeped them locked away. They break through all my barriers. There are no smiles on the people around me these days. I cant make myself happy. I look for comfort in my lovers arms. But u see , its harder when he keeps pushing me away. I lv loved him always, him and hes charms. Am i going insain from the hert inside? The depression is just to much for me. only comfert I hae is writting. My only meens of relise it seems I guess in time things will work out. Just smile and keep going on. I hold the things I love close to my heart U'll see one day this pain will just disaper.. on day.. just gone. Jan 97 |
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