| This Page is Dedicated to my dear dad, Jose B. Soares. He passed away on Monday, July 19, 1993. He left me with a creative spark, for he was a talented master carpenter (that's what the Portuguese called him), and an amazing musician that could play the guitar, acordian, and keyboard - he played them all by ear. When he was very ill and dying, he made a Portuguese guitara, and he never got to finish it. All that was left to finish were the strings and varnish. Before he died, he asked one of his close friends to please finish it for him. He had planned to give it to me. It took that friend of his, two years to get to this work and I was so happy to finally have it in my possesion. I've since been looking for someone that is Portuguese that can tune this guitar. Many muscician tried to do this, with no success. They think that this 12 string guitar can be played like a North American 12 - String, but it cannot. So, I do thank all those that tried their best to tune it (even though I knew they could not, it made them feel good to try at least) I have received many messages through psychic/medium readings. One of the messages he gave me is quite simple, and I do feel it can apply to all : "Don't wait around for someone to take your hand to show you the way, you'll be waiting a long time." Yes, to me I can see why this message was given, often we wait for someone to show us what to do, how to do it and when. It's better when we allow guidance to come from within. Thanks dad for finding me from the other side. We share some wonderful gifts togther. I am looking forward to seeing you when my time comes and we can catch up. You can tell me all about your adventures in heaven. Oh, by the way, I've been told that you hang with Freddie Mercury from time to time. I'd like to know how that came to be....did I have something to do with that? I love you dad, wish you happy memories. |
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| Freddie Mercury, Queen, died Nov 27, 2001. Our kindred spirits had a chance to meet in 1993. Thank you for the inspiration that completely changed my entire life. P.S. P.S. I just heard the rumours about Liza Minelli. (reports of her being abusive due to alcohol abuse)_ All I can say is...Liza, "Don't lose your head!" |
| The Best Astrologer! Bless Her Soul. Linda wrote several books, She reminds us of the ancient art of Lexigramming. Click on the Lexigrams Link for more. Thanks Linda, for the Inspiration! |
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| FROM LEFT TO RIGHT: Evelyn, dad's sister; Kathleen, my cousin, dad's niece; Teresa, dad's youngest sister, my mom, Evangelina, and in the center, my Dad, Jose. This picture was taken in the last week of his life, this is why he is looking very old and frail. Cancer is such a terrible disease. He didn't opt out for Chemotherapy, he decided to go the alternate route, with herb extracts and natural methods. He wasn't too fond of medical treatments nor was he too fond of doctors (like me he he he) I was told that he had a smile on his face when he crossed over |
| TODAY IS JULY 19, 2004. IT MARKS THE ELEVENTH ANNIVERSARY OF MY FATHER'S PASSING, WHICH TO ME I HONOUR AND CHERISH FOR IT HAS TAUGHT ME GREAT LESSONS, AS IT TOO HAS TAUGHT OTHERS GREAT LESSONS OF LOVE. AGAIN, THANK YOU DAD FOR THE CREATIVE ENERGY SOURCE UNDERSTANDING OF THE NATURE AND ORIGINS OF GOD. HERE IS A LETTER I WROTE TO YOU ON: |
| JULY 12, 2004. Hey Dad! Thank you for loving me from so far away, and I hope you now see how love works. Something, somehow, made you have time or a reason to live long enough to hear someone pureheartedly tell you they love you, especially a child. I know you had fears before it was time to cross over. That is why in the end you came to see me. you are very welcome day for the guidance that day you came to see me. As you are aware only you were permitted to tell me what was said between us, for even I was not permitted to have rececollection of what I was permitted to share with you, as though it had been bestowed upon me for I was the only one purehearted enough at that partiular moment in time of your life to be granted that honour to allow you permission to heaven. My love was the key that let you enter. Likewise so too are you welcome. |