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September 9, 2000
Deep wound in my chest
Compounding my achingness
Yet I know it is not so much him
That makes me empty
But the loss of hope
The chance to make him smile
He could make me happy
And now I am alone
I miss the elation
The wonder of it all
Not so much of him
But of the feeling
Of being needed and wanted
Of wanting and needing someone
For a brief moment
Life was not about me anymore
It was about us
The person known as me
No longer wants to be me
I want to be us
I want to belong to a we
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