ever since what you said that day
my luck's gone off the other way
i know not how to live right now
and the pain is harsh; how could you? how?
i eat and sleep and think of things
i wish to end it and sail on wings
to higher places than this earthly realm
and with my tortured spirit overwhelm
to die, to sleep, to sleep is to die
and my soul cries...'fie on it! fie!"
i'll sleep eternally away from your gaze,
from your wrath, what can i do?
im sad and depressed and cannot live
the dark is too dark and the light cannot forgive
i need to find peace within my mind
to find love and hope and one that is kind
and with newfound love will my life begin
in heaven or hell with friends like kin