| November 2000. I dreamed of a crowded Vo Vi gathering. Holding court was a woman which I associated with God. She was touching my lower back (kidneys), and after that I had to create a poem on the spot. I offered her a 6-8 poem, which I couldn't recall after waking up, but the lines and even the process taken to create were so sharp and clear in my dream. Could she be Cha Kim, a Vo Vi figure that has been said to have God's awareness? Anyway, I rarely associate God as a woman. Yet, in the dream, the goddess felt warm, witty, and wise. January 2001. A dream. A Vo Vi gathering, again. This time I was up in the balcony, looking down. The Vo Vi people were engaged in an argument. Then, I saw Mr. Tam, looking up at me, smiling. It was the first time I felt he, too, was a student like the rest of us. Silent. Smart. Lovely. Young. Handsome. He looked at me like we understood one another. Ah, my brother! I would do anything for you. August 2002. An unsettling dream. I was exiting a room with Master Tam standing right at the door, (blocking me, it seemed). So I gently brushed against his side and got out, leaving him alone to deal with the people inside the room. Outside, in a huge, dark auditorium, the Vo Vi people were in an uproar. People were rushing in opposite streams. Discord. Anger. I tried to get out too. On the way to the parking lot, (it was night time), I discovered I had lost the car key. When I found it in my pocket somehow, I couldn't locate the car. The dream ended. It's a warning. Of my lack of commitment. Of our lack of unity, solidarity. And of the mounting problems Mr. Tam will have to solve before leaving his earthly life. (Sigh.) thai ta |
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