This morning meditation was a blessing. A real turning point, actually. I started out wishing, longing for a hug. I thought of a few men who could comfort me, but then I submitted myself to God, asking him to embrace me. At that moment, I had an impression of God. I saw an outline of an upper body with the head, and a realization: I AM A THOUGHT OF GOD. Instantly, I understood why all the masters referred to the human body as the micro-universe. I understood the word GODHEAD. Thanks to the Anatomy & Physiology class, I've been learning about the intricate working and composition of my body. I see the parallels. From microscopic DNAs to all fashions of earthly bodies. Other genetic codes, the chemical elements, laws of mathematics, physics, music, and encompassing them all, God's code. From God's code to God's manifestations. God's body has many layers (like ours), representing levels of heaven, the physical universe and hell. The head, the body, the excretory organs. I also understood why Master Ta'm said our soul has two counterparts, one in (loosely translated) Middle Heaven, the other in Apex. Think of a nerve, originated from the brain, running down to the lower abdomen. Think of that connection. From the Godhead come thoughts, branching out in every which way, branching down through all the layers. Think of all human beings as one organism. Now, all inhabitants of Earth, animals, plants, the surface with oceans and lands, the inner core, everything as one organism. All suns, planets, void, dimensions as just one organism. Ultimately, God as an organism. Then you can see why the enlightened ones cannot ignore us and enjoy themselves. We are inter-related. We are ones from the One. We function as one, for one another. We serve ourselves when we serve each other. thai ta