The Shoes

My alarm went off -- it was Sunday again;
I was tired -- it was my one day to sleep in.
But the guilt I'd have felt for the rest of the day
Would have been too much, I'd go; I'd pray.
I showered and shaved, adjusted suit and tie
Got there and swung into a pew just in time
Bowing my head in humble prayer
Before I closed my eyes
I saw that the shoe of the man next to me
Was touching my own and I sighed
With plenty of room on the other side
I thought "Why do our shoes have to touch?"
It bothered me so; he was glued to my shoe
But it didn't seem to bother him much
Then the prayer began: "Heavenly Father" someone said--
But I thought "Does this man with the shoes have no pride?
They were dusty, worn, scratched end to end
What's worse there were holes on the side!
"Thank you for blessings" the prayer went on
The shoe man said a quiet "amen"
I tried to focus on the prayer
But my thoughts were on his shoes again
Aren't we supposed to look our best
Whebn walking through that door?
"Well this certainly isn't it" I thought
Glancing toward the floor
Then the prayer ended and songs of praise began
The shoe man was loud, sounding proud as he sang'
He lifted the rafters his hands raised high
The Lord surely heard his voice from the sky
Then the offering was passed what I threw in was steep
The shoe man reached into his pockets, so deep
And I tried to see what he pulled out to put in
Then I heard a soft "clink" as when silver hit tin
The sermon bored me to tears--
And no lie--
It was the same for the shoe man
For tears fell from his eyes
At the end of the service, as is custom here
We must greet the visitors and show them good cheer
But I was moved inside to want to meet this man
So after the closing I shook his hand
He was old his skin dark his hair a mess
I thanked him for coming for being our guest
He said "My names Charlie, glad to meet you my friend"
And there were tears in his eyes--but he had a wide grin
"Let me explain" he said wiping his eyes
"I've been coming for months, and your the first to say "hi"
I know I don't like all the rest
But I always try to look my best"
"I polish my shoes before my long walk
But by the time I get here they're as dirty as chalk
My heart fell to my knees but I held back my tears
He continued, " And I must apologize for sitting so near
But I know when I here I must look a sight
And I thought...if I touched you our souls might unite
I was silent for a moment knowing anything I said
Would pale in comparison so I spoke from my heart not my head
"Oh you've touched me" I said "And taught me in part
That the best of a man is what's in his heart.
The rest I thought this man will never know....

*April Terry
Brent Alexandre ^O^, and Adriana Marie's mommie
An Angel Found (Answers)

I was alone for so many years
I searched for a face seen only in my heart
Seems I cried a million tears
I searched for you knowing we'd never part
I only saw you in my dreams
You were as an angel I feared I'd never meet
Only a fantasy or so it seems
Holding you was the odds I could never beat
Now you are in my life
In your arms I feel I am in an angels wings
Once pain cut like a knife
But today you are the reason my heart sings
I see Heaven in your smile
You must be the miracle and angel I longed for
Your eyes show a gentle style
You are the answers to questions I ask no more
You are an angel I have found
tattered and worn very much the same as I
Hush my angel make not a sound
let me kiss you once and never say good-bye

*Author unknown
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