I'm so, hidden and you're never gonna see,
I'm cold, forgiven only cuz of my beliefs,
I'm no, body that you ever wanna be,
cuz I know that the world is afraid of me.
You can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me,
but theres nothing you can do to me lately,
now I'm greatly accepted in the mind,
now I'm confused and intertwined from being rejected so many times,
I wanna leave it all behind.
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once,
and run and tell your homies that these mother fuckers would die for us.
So many quetions and fingers pointing for answers,
suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture,
with green grass up to my neck and situations thats too fast,
to think about it and most people can't dream about it,
a hundred million miles in every single second,
and everytime you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentance,
reminanse from decendants of past treasures,
we'll embark upon the journey that'll stay alive forever,
plus I would stand over on my side of the fence,
regardless of the circumstances or the consequence,
(Chorus X2)
I'm so, hidden and you're never gonna see,
I'm cold, forgiven only cuz of my beliefs,
I'm no, body that you ever wanna be cuz I know that the world is afraid of me,
I am my own worst enemy,
I'm no the smartest mother fucker and shit I don't pretend to be,
and why I am the way I am is not a mystery,
my minds not in proper working order or in therapy,
the brains confused and mentally abused,
life's been hangin on a string so what the fuck I got to lose?
and what the fuck I got to prove to you?
if you don't know me by now you'll never know me,
you can put that on my real homies,
I got problems and they stack like bills,
and I relate to the broken bleeding hard love killed,
and I awaited in the shadows awake in the dark,
hoping to talk to the passed on I'm falling apart,
I'm such a mess and decisive I'm fading away,
I'm outta touch with society and living today,
Never relyed on my sanity I threw it away,
to become the maniac that has your attention today,
(Chorus X2)
Can you keep a secret?
well I'm afraid of the world cuz they want me to die can you believe it,
but I'm still alive,a nd been floating since '95,
with my chin held high but I'm so dead inside,
let the problems just roll and put them back in a pile,
cuz it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now,
and I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again,
and the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinkin in,
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I foudn,
it was a vision of a child disturbed and broke down,
no soul no heart cuz I gave it away,
no time for feeling sorry I'll greive another day,
and all those tears are stored in storm clouds that hover above me and cover the ugly,
continue to hsunt me when I was feeling low,
that's the same reason I hold on and never let go,
(Chorus X4)