Now I've been broken so many times, I don't even know if I believe anymore
I've liked so many guys and always come so close
But in the end it was always friendship that they chose
I tried so hard and I gave it all I had
But so many times my heart got hurt so bad
I looked, I found, I loved, I tried
He smiled, he flirted, he lied, I cried
Late that night I gave him and call, just to try again
He told me once more, 'i'm sorry, i told you, we're just friends'
And once again I felt my heart hit the floor
So i sat on my bed and cried until i couldn't anymore
Then I took a good look at this life I live
And decided that not I can no longer forgive
All this heartbreak has caused me to cry
I no longer smile and I've lost the twinkle in my eye
I've lost my ability to love, and my spirit has died
I guess there was too much pain and too many lies
I used to love being in love, but that was all before
Now I think that I don't even believe in love anymore