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Fantasy #11
Leading to Love and Happiness
It was early in the evening,the air was chilling off nicely, but I was still warm. I entered the bar/grill. Looked around and saw that there was a light crowd tonight; I took a seat at the table closest to the dance floor, but within site of the pool table. There was usually good action around the pool table and I wanted to be where the action was tonight. I wanted to check out the women playing. I went to the bar and ordered a steak sandwich, and a beer.
I returned to the table, and started to eat. Just then a group of women came in. About 5 women entered, all various ages, and coloring. I noticed a redhead near the back of the group. She was a little taller then the rest. The dim light of the bar did not distract from her beauty. She had on a cool, blue, form-fitting blouse, clingy and it wrapped nicely around her breasts. A dark blue skirt, more a wrap then a skirt, wrapped around her body, and was tied at the waist. She was about 5 feet 4 inches but she wore 4-inch heels, so she looked taller then she actually was. I watched them as they grabbed seats near the bar. A couple of them ordered and looked around. I sat back in my chair and just watched them. A few of the ladies, moved to the closest pool table to me, and racked up the balls. The lady in blue stood next to the bar and watched them. She slowly turned and surveyed the room, her eyes taking in every detail in their search. Then she looked in my direction, stared for a few seconds, and then moved on. I noticed the extended look, and smiled to myself. Yes she noticed me as I noticed her. Being gay and in a new place, you developed a sense, and radar for women of the same sexual orientation as yourself. I knew she was either bi, or gay, but I sensed gay. The lingered look and body language gave her away. I sat back in my chair and watched her. I was obvious about it. But was certain no one else noticed. She grabbed her drink and peanuts and moved to a table across from me, but where she could converse with the ladies playing pool. I knew that she would play the winners of these games, and I sensed she was looking for a partner to play the game with her. Smiling, I looked around the room and knew she would ask me. I finished my sandwich and waited. I turned and watched the game and was surprised at how well they all played, it was a very close game. But the two that seemed to go well together, a couple I sensed, won. The lady in blue, got to her feet, and smiling, headed towards me. She approached and said, “Excuse me, but would you be interested in playing a game, we need another player, and I need a partner.” Rising to my feet, I smiled and said," Yes ma’am I would love to play with you.”
Moving over to the table I searched out the cue sticks and picked one to my liking. Then moving closer to the women, I extended my hand and said, “names Chris, nice to meet you," and hence they all started to tell me their names. The only way I had to keep them straight was by the things they wore. The one in black jeans and white shirt was Julie, the one in tan cords and beige sweater was Mary, the one in blue jeans and denim shirt was Vicki, the one in long black skirt and pink blouse was Toby, and my partner was Nicole, or Nicky for short. Shaking hands with everyone I got the impression that they were all very sure of themselves and enjoyed life.
Moving over to the table, we flipped for the break and Nicky won. She placed the cue ball next to the side of the rail and banked it off the opposite rail and sunk a striped ball. The game began, and it was over very fast, faster than I liked but Nicky and I turned out to be a good match. We beat Julie and Mary in record time. They were very disappointed. Keeping our places, Vicki and Toby moved up, laughing at how fast we beat their friends and saying how it was our turn to fall. But again Nicky and I won. A fierce competition had grown now. The women were talking about placing a bet. Not money, but maybe a service or a commitment of some kind. Saying I was not from here, but just visiting, they looked sad at the news, and Nicky asked how long I was in town for. I said about 2 weeks, and they all smiled at that, no problem whatever we decided was a just reward, would not take that long to complete.
Soon a heated discussion ensued where they were all discussing what type of payment to have for the losers. I just sat back and watched, feeling that they had done this many times before, they would work it out. They decided on a best 2 out of 3 match per couple. The winners of the matches would decide on the payment. The game began, Nicky and I were to play the winners of the first match. I liked that; I sensed it would take them a bit to play so it gave Nicky and I a chance to talk. Inviting her over to my table, I ordered another drink for both of us. I asked her about herself, the simple things, like, what do you do, how long in this town, what she liked to do, and I like the responses. She was a realtor, as were the other ladies, her time was pretty much her own. She had lived here all her life, and liked it. She would probably never leave. She enjoyed reading, watching horror movies, long walks, a little hiking but only now and then, she had had an accident a few years before, and had damaged her knee, it usually did not bother her but if she hiked over rough terrain, it would ache and she would be laid up the next day. So short hiking trip or walks was all she managed now. She loved going to her cabin in the woods, and just kicking back. That was where she got most of her walking in. She was silent for a bit and watching the game. I sensed something that she was not telling me but I knew to wait, if it was important for me to know I knew she would tell me. Turning to the game I watched as Vicky sank the 8ball and I got to my feet. I hoped secretly I would not let Nicky down and I played well. I wanted to see the big smile on her face if we won.
We played against Toby and Vicki first, and it did not take us long to win the first match. Vicki and Toby both laughed and went to eat and watch the next match. This game was a little tougher but in the end Nicky and I did win the matches. Then it was time to decide what we wanted the others to do for us. Nicky did smile, like I thought and I melted into it. It had been a long time since I had been so attracted to a woman, but I was enjoying the feelings she was exposing me too. We decided that the other 4 would treat us to a nice weekend at Nicky’s cabin. They had to clean it up, put in enough food and liquid for a weekend’s stay for 6, and they had to get there, clean up and be ready with dinner for us by 8 pm on Friday. I sat back and watched them enjoying the teasing and the frowns of those that did not want to do the work. Nicky settled back in the chair and smiled at me as she watched the others work out who was going to pick up what and who would drive. All the fun and enjoyment you see between people that have been friends for a long time. Nicky leaned over and whispered to me, sorry but this is something we do and have a lot of fun with. “I hope you don’t mind,” she asked. “No, I am really enjoying this. It has been a long time since I have had this much fun.” She asked me about myself. My turn for the questions and answers, I thought and just smiled. I told her about myself, that I was single, and I was here to give a class at the college about Women Protecting themselves. The governor has started a task force on helping women learn ways of protecting themselves, even in small towns where people thought they were safe. I was with the governor’s staff on security and protection. Usually I was there to accompany his wife on social functions, a very dull and boring job. So this was new and exciting for me. I was really enjoying myself. I was almost finished with the assignment, and would be going back to the capital after doing the next two towns. I was taking a little longer here, because I was allowing myself a brief holiday. I had been traveling for almost 2 months without a break so I decided to stop either here or in the next town. But since I was going to get a nice weekend here, being waited on hand and foot, I have decided to stay around for a while. Laughing, I reached for my drink and asked if she minded? She replied no, and asked if I had a place to stay, and I said yes for this week, I would be staying at the motel outside of town, it was clean and quiet. She nodded and said it was, very quiet and I would like it. The conversation got quiet as we just sat back and relaxed before leaving for the night. The others had worked out all the arrangements and were all set for Friday. I walked with them to the parking lot, said goodnight. Smiling at Nicky, took her hand and thanked her for a very nice evening, and I could hardly wait for Friday to arrive. She smiled and said she would get in touch with me to work out the driving arrangements. She got into her car and drove off. I turned to enter my car when I realized she had not asked me where she could reach me. But being in a small town I was sure she could find me. I drove to the motel, entered my room, changed and climbed into bed, I knew I had just had one of the better nights I have had in a long time.
The next day I went to the college and talked to the young women there. I had a good session, and the women were very receptive. Finishing up I went and took a shower, relaxed and decided to go back to the bar from last night and look around. Secretly I was hoping to run into Nicky again. She had been playing on my mind on and off all day. But I kept pushing the thoughts aside, I did not want to become too involved, I would be leaving in a few weeks. Going back to my life of being alone and actually doing a job I was beginning to be bored with.
Entering the bar, I looked around but did not see anyone I reconized, and headed towards the bar. I smiled at the bartender and asked for a chicken salad and a glass of white wine. I leaned on the bar waiting for my food and nibbled on some peanuts. As my food arrived, I heard a soft hello spoken behind me, turning, I smiled as I saw Nicky standing there. I said hello, I did not notice you as I entered, realizing I just let her know I was looking for her. Blushing I stepped aside and offered her a seat. Smiling she sat down and said, I was in the rest room and was surprised to see you standing here when I came out. “May I join you, I was restless, and decided to come and play a game of pool.” Nodding I said I felt the same way. I invited her to move to pool table. She racked up the balls and I picked the same stick from the last night, and thought this would be interesting. As partners we were good, but one on one could be different. Two hours later, still on the same game I knew I was right, we were both stalling, extending the evening, trying to stay in each other’s company. We laughed, drank a little, and basically had a great time. Soon she sank the black ball, we finished our drinks and we headed for the parking lot. I walked her to her car and we said goodnight. She thanked me for a pleasant evening and I thanked her, and then she said, “oh by the way I will come and pick you up tomorrow around 5 to go the cabin, will that be good for you?” I replied, “Yes that will be fine, thank you.” She was about to close her window when I leaned down into the car, and whispered, thank you for the nice evening and for the ride tomorrow,” and I kissed her gently, quickly on the lips. A small tease, the type of kiss that implies there is more to come. I pulled back and stepped towards my car, looking back I watched as she closed the window. She smiled and then drove off.
I arrived at the college around 10 and took some the women into a room set aside for me to work in. Having the women get into a circle I demonstrated ways that they could use to defend themselves. They were quick studies and I was out and on my way by 1. I went back to the motel, took a shower, and packed a few things for the weekend. I decided to have a short nap, since it was only 2:45 and I was sure she would be on time. I was thinking that she was just as anxious as I was about this weekend, and was also looking forward to as much as I was. I knew I would not relax, I was just too excited, so I gave into my thoughts and let them flow. They were all about Nicky. She was beautiful, her red hair blowing in the breeze, her smile spreading across her face, her eyes beaming with pleasure. I could imagine it all, and the more I thought about her the more excited I became. I knew I was becoming involved with her and I was not sure this was what I wanted at this time in my life. Right now my life was not settled, but I knew I was tired of being alone. I wanted someone special in my life, someone I could sit and relax with, go out and have fun with, someone I could lay in bed with, and someone I could make love too. It was hard, being in the public eye, even just on the fringes of it. Because of my job, protecting the governor’s wife, I could not do just anything in case it was reported back, I could lose my job. So my life as a lesbian was hidden from most. I did not flaunt myself in public, I kept things pretty much to myself and hence I was alone a lot. But lately I have been thinking it was time to try something new. These last two nights showed me that. Being with Nicky, having something special with someone was important and I knew it was time for me to find it.
I was so lost in thought I did not hear the knock on the door, but I did sense it being opened, so I turned and standing in the light was Nicky. Damn but she was a beautiful woman. She stood there smiling at me and asked if I was ready, she wanted to get to the cabin as soon as possible, she couldn’t wait to see what the others had prepared for us. Laughing she rushed out to the car and started it up, I grabbed my bag and climbed in next to her. She drove very well, she was aware of all her surroundings; she was also a courteous driver. It did not take long to reach the countryside, this was a small town area and soon we were in forest area. She turned up a dirt road, and she began telling me about the cabin, actually it was a house, it had 3 bedrooms, with a loft. Her grandparents left it to her a few years ago. So she invested some money into repairs and started to come up here every weekend. It was so relaxing and she loved it. She smiled and looked at me, saying I hope you like it as well. Nodding I said I was sure I would. Coming to a quick turn in the road, I looked to my right and there on top of a small rise was a beautiful old house, it was blue with white shutters, a lot of windows in the front, with a long wide porch, that seemed to extend all the way around the house. The grass was green and rolling it seemed to go on forever. I shifted in the seat and to my extreme right was a small pond, or swimming hole. It was nice, with the setting sun glistening off the water. She pulled into the small drive and parked in front of a small shed to the left of the house, towards the back.
Upon exiting the car I could smell cooking, barbeque coming from behind the house, it was delicious. And I realized I was very hungry. Nicky laughed and motioned for me to follow her in with my bag, and suggested I wash up; it smelled like dinner was ready. She pointed to the stairs and suggested I put my bag in the loft for now; they would work out sleeping arrangements later. I noticed a small blush as she said that and smiled to myself. This could be interesting, and I knew that I wanted to be in that big bed off to the right with her, I knew it was her place, her space in the loft, I could sense her presence all over the loft, her things were on the bed, and I wanted to reach out and touch them but as I was about to I heard someone calling my name. “Chris hurry, dinner is ready, come on out back and lets eat.” I yelled back that I would be right there and I went and washed up. Moving down the stairs I headed for what I assumed was the kitchen and the back door, when I bumped into Mary, she smiled and then said, she was send to fetch me. They were hungry and wanted to eat.
Following her outside, I looked at the wondrous setting, trees as far as the eyes could see, a creek flowing gently just past the green grass, and a beautiful patio with all the modern conveniences, bbq, table, chairs, chaise and umbrella and the ladies were all waiting. Moving over to sit next to Nicky, we waited for the others to wait on us. Nicky was talking about how they do this every now and then, make a bet like the one from the other night and then have a great time about once a month, of being pampered and waited on. I thought it was a great idea and that they probably took turns winning or losing depending on who’s turn it was to have a nice pampered weekend, and I was guessing that it was Nicky’s turn, and I liked the way they did it. The meal was superb, and I ate more then I should have, and I knew I needed to walk it off. I think Nicky thought the same thing because she suggested she show me around while the others cleaned up. Nicky yelled back at the others, they we would not be too long, but not to worry, she was just going to show me around the property. We headed down towards the creek and started to follow it and soon we were in the woods, she pointed out this and that but I was only aware of one thing, her next to me, the soothing sound of her voice with a slight lilt. She was really enjoying herself and that made me feel immensely happy.
As we walked, she stumbled on some twigs and reaching out I pulled her to me to steady her and she was soon in my arms. Smiling, I leaned down and kissed her, softly, gently, but soon it turned passionate, and hard, she pressed her lips hard against mine, and my arms moved around her. Lifting her up against me, feeling her heart race as fast as mine was, I deepened the kiss. She responsed and moved with me, she fited nicely into my arms, and against my body. Slowly she pulled away, and I released her reluctantly and she shook her head and said we have to go back soon. I looked around and saw that it was getting dark, the sun was setting and we needed to move back towards the house. I reached down and took her hand, as we turned to go back. She whispered that tomorrow she will show me the rest of the area and we can take our time with it. As we approach the clearing around the house, we see the others, sitting on the patio with coffee, relaxing and chatting away about their days. A couple of the others notice our hands interlocked and Mary raises her eyebrows toward Nicky and smiles. I know that they will be talking about this later and I sense that Mary is closer to Nicky then the rest.
It cools off fast once the sun goes down so we head inside to the warmth of a fire. Getting a cup of coffee I move to the corner of the sofa and sit back to look around the room more closely. I see family pictures; some knick-knacks and I feel a lot of love in the room. Nicky’s grandparents loved this place and I knew they loved each other very much. I see Mary and Nicky head off for the loft, I assume to have that chat. Vicky and Toby say goodnight and smiling they go down the hall to one of the guest rooms. Julie comes into the front room and sits in a chair next to the fire, staring into it, I hear her sigh. I have a feeling she is not too pleased about Nicky and Mary being upstairs, and I am not sure what that is about but I think things will be work out. I notice her look up into the loft, and I hear Mary and Nicky coming down the stairs. Julie’s face lightens when she sees Mary, and I know that she loves her very much, but I think Julie does not realize that Mary loves her just as much, that Mary and Nicky are just good friends and they look out for one another. Nicky approaches the sofa and sits down next to me, but not very close and I frown at that, but know I don’t have a right too. Nicky says, okay a place for you to sleep. You can join me in the loft, the bed is more then big enough or you can have the sofa, but sorry it does not pull out into a bed. I said the sofa would be fine. Mary goes and gets some blankets, saying that it gets chilly here at night if the fire goes out. I stand up and taking the blankets say it will be just fine. And I thank her. Mary moves over, and taking Julie by the hand leads her down the hall to their room. Both of them saying good night as they move away. Nicky gets to her feet and says, that she should go to bed too, I motion and looking sad, ask if she has too just yet. I ask her to sit with me while I finish my coffee. She smiles and sits back down, “I would love too” she says. I sit down next to her, very close and lay my head back on the sofa, looking at her, well she stares into the fire. The silent between us is comfortable, and relaxing, I unconsciously reach over and take her hand in mine, and rub my thumb over the knuckle. She jumps and turns to me. I smile and reach up with my other hand and pull her face down to mine and kiss her. She falls against me, lying across my chest. Her arms go around my neck and she plays with my hair, running her fingers through the shorten curls, kissing me hard. Our breath is labored as we move away from each other. My hand was on her waist and squeezing gently I pull her harder against me, our breasts crushing against each other. She lays into me. Nuzzling my neck with her wet lips, nibbling and biting as she moves along my chest. I pull her arms away and pushing her back against the arm of the sofa, I undo the buttons on her shirt and I kiss her chest, along her bra line, and over her neck. My fingers fumbling with the snaps on the bra, I quickly undo it too. Reaching up, in the soft light of the fire I expose her breasts to my eyes slowly, teasing myself, heightening the anticipation of what I wanted. I lean in and flick my tongue over one nipple and I move back to watch it harden and grow erect. The small orb reaching out, calling to me to caress it, and I gently suck on it. I move over her, a little and hearing her grasp as I suck her nibble into my mouth, and scrap my teeth over it. Wrapping my teeth around it, I pull on it, rubbing my tongue over it; I feel her arching up hard against my mouth. I wrap an arm around her back and pull her up to me, and my other hand cups and teases the other breasts. Sucking harder on the one nipple I move my hand over to cup it and squeeze it as I pull on it, the nipple growing harder in my mouth.
I feel her breathing growing harder, and I move my hand over her stomach and caress her midriff, and tease along the waist band of her jeans, tickling a little as my finger tips dance over the smooth skin. My fingers stop at the button and zipper of her jeans, and I undo the button, my fingers slide down the zipper and I spread open her jeans. I slide my hand inside of her panties and wiggling my fingers over her silky hair and down over her clit to her lips. Spreading the apart, I feel the moist heat and move down to her tight opening. She wiggles on the seat and spreads her legs wider apart for me, and I move my lips up to kiss her hard, stifling a soft moan. She whispers to me, lets go upstairs, to the bed, and I shake my head. I whisper, “Not sure if I can explain this, but I am not ready to go to your bed, when I do, it is because I want too stay there, for more then just one or two nights, can you understand that.” Nodding she indicates she does, and leans down to kiss me again. I ease my hand back over her lips and push against her opening again, one finger then two. She is very wet and ready for me to penetrate her. I wiggle my body down a little and ease myself to my knees on the floor. Moving her a little I slowly start to ease her pants off her. Wiggling them down over her hips, to her thighs, I expose her to the chill in the room. I feel her shiver and I pull a blanket over her, as I remove her jeans, and toss them aside. I reach up and suck a nipple into my mouth, feeling her fingers in my hair; I suck on it harder, as I move my hand over her womanhood. Easing open her lips I push my fingers into her, and slowly I kiss my way down her body so I am just above her clit. I blow on it, my breath warm against the chill in the room, and she quivers. I move my fingers in and out of her, slowly and then as I speed up I thrust in deeper. I move my mouth over her clit, and suck it into my mouth. Licking it with my tongue, I ravage it with my hot breath and my moist tongue, sucking and licking her clit, I feel her arch up to meet me. Pressing hard against my tongue with her clit. I sense the excitement building in here; I feel the wetness between my fingers as I thrust into her. She climaxes and falls back against the sofa, her legs quivering and jumping. She spasms and squeezes her legs together, forcing my fingers out of her, and pushing my head away. I lean back away from her and smiling I crawl up onto the sofa next to her and pull her into my arms. Pulling the blanket up over us, I lie there and hold her for a long time, till her shivering subsides and she is calm and relaxed. I look at her in the dim light and kiss her gently. She smiles, returns my kiss and whispers, “Oh my god, thank you, that was, unbelievable. I have not had a reaction like that in a long time, too long. I had almost forgotten how it feels. It has been so long. “I frowned at this and was about to ask her about that, when she presses her fingers against my lips and asks me not to ask, she may tell me in her own time and her own way, but for now, can we just enjoy this and each other. I smile and kiss her quickly on the nose and say, yes, we can. Laying my head on her shoulder, I close my eyes and feel a contentment I have not felt in a long time as her arms wrap around me.
I feel someone shaking me, and I turn over and open my eyes. Nicky smiles at me and whispered; I need to move up to my own room before the others get up. But I did not want to leave without kissing you, and telling you that I wish I did not have to move at all. But till we both know where this is going I think it would be best if I moved upstairs. I nodded in agreement, and kissing her I whispered goodnight. I turn and watch her as she gathered up her clothing and moved to the stairs, I see her look back at me and I smile, as does she and off to bed she goes. I glance at my watch and realize that it was almost 6 am, and that we had slept for almost 7 hours.
Knowing I would not go back to sleep, I lay there thinking about what had just happened and how I felt about it, and what I was going to do about it. But I knew I would not do anything until I knew how she felt about it as well. The next morning, upon hearing the rest of them getting up, I slowly dress and go to the kitchen. Grab a coffee and head for the shower and some clean clothes. Not seeing anyone along the way I quickly take care of getting outfitted for the day. Cleaning up the sofa, folding blankets and putting my stuff away, I listen to see if Nicky is up yet, but not hearing anything I move outside and watch the sun rise. Having it come up over the trees and bathing the clearing in is ray of light, was breathtaking and I slump down unto a chair and watch it. I sit like that for a long time, slipping my coffee and looking around me. I knew then that I wanted to spend the rest of my life here, in this place. I wanted to be able to just enjoy what time I had left on this earth, enjoying the beauty around me and feeling contend within myself. I hear the others in the kitchen making breakfast and laughing amongst them and enjoying the beginning of the day, and I feel that this is the way it is suppose to be. I am so lost in thought I did not hear anyone come up behind me, until I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn and smile into Nicky’s beautiful green eyes. She nods and says, I know, it is beautiful isn’t it, and it is like you feel this is the place where you need to spend the rest of your life. I know I have felt it every time I come up here and just sit here and watch the sun rise. “Life has more meaning and is worth something when you see this. Isn’t it?” she says. Taking her hand I pull her around in front of me, and ask her how she slept, and she smiles and says wonderful, absolutely wonderful. Good, so did I. She pulls me into the house and into the kitchen where breakfast is ready and waiting and we all sit down to enjoy it and plan our day. We decide we will all go for a walk around the woods, and they will show me all that I missed yesterday. I smiled have I not seen everything, I have not missed anything. We have a fantastic weekend; we all become friends, and we know that we will not lose touch with each other. Soon it is time to head back to the town and get things ready for the next day, and back to work. Nicky and I head out last and as we lock up the house a bit of sadness fills our hearts as we drift away from the house that has become like a home, even if only for 3 days. On the drive back to town we talk about this and that, filling in the minutes. Knowing that tonight maybe our last bit of time together, it is as if we are trying to avoid thinking about it. We arrive at my motel and gathering my things, I head towards the room before I realize she is not coming in with me. I turn with a question on my face and she only bends her head and shakes it. I move towards the car and ask if she was coming and she says, no. Not this time. I don’t ask her, because I know, she is feeling the same as I am. If we continue with this, it will become too hard to say goodbye, and until we both know what we want, we need to work things out. See if what we have been feeling all weekend is real and if it will grow. I lean in and kiss her, goodbye, and tell her I think I am going to get my job done, then once I am home take my holiday and do some thinking, rather then taking my holiday now. But if I may, can I call you and see how things are with you and the rest of them. She kisses and nods, smiling she says yes I would like that very much. I turn, saddened, and enter my lonely room. Closing the door I feel like I have just left a big part of myself outside, and I may never get it back.
The next day I leave and drive to the next town and quickly get done with my assignment and then head home. Once back at work I put in my report and I ask for a holiday, I need a few days off. I get it and I stay at home, thinking and planning. I call Nicky a few times to find out how she is, but really to just hear her voice. Missing it, I long to be there with her. I finally make up my mind on what I want to do, and going into the office the next day I hand in my retirement papers, and tell them I will finish out two weeks notice and then I will be leaving. The accept them and ask me to train someone for my job as security for the governor’s wife. I agree and at home I work out how to get things done so I can buy a piece of property and move close to Nicky. The one thing I had not done yet was talk to Nicky about my plans, but I figured I had lots of time. I had been in touch with Mary and I now knew a lot about Nicky, Mary truly was a good friend, and she also knew that Nicky was in love with me and she was herself trying to figure out a way to get me back to the area so Nicky and I could get together. So finally things were going well in my life.
My two weeks were up and I was closing out my apartment and putting my stuff in storage. I knew I would be fine until I found a place to stay. Over the years I had invested my money wisely and I could spend the rest of my life in comfort without ever having to work again. But I knew too I would go crazy after a while of not having anything to do so I planned on taking some courses up at the college and learning to do something in a more or less hobby way, but one that would maybe give me a little income as well. It was Friday and I knew from Mary that Nicky was going to go up to the cabin alone this weekend, actually she had be going up there by herself quite a bit lately. Just telling the others she has some thinking to do and she needed the time alone.
I headed straight to the cabin. Arriving there around dusk. I knocked but there was no answer so I walked around to the back. I saw her car there, but I could not see her. I knocked on the kitchen door and waited but still no response. I turned and noticed a movement to my left and looking closer I saw her at the edge of the woods, she was carrying something. Moving down I walked to her, she lifted her head when she heard me approach and smiled, her whole face brightened and my heart swelled at the look. I was so in love with her, I just hoped I could make her happy and keep her in my arms forever. She dropped the twigs she was carrying and ran to me. Jumped into my arms and kissed me hard, very, very hard. Squeezing her, I laugh and asked if she had missed me, she only kissed me harder and said damn yes I have. I told her we had a lot to talk about and it would probably take all weekend, but I was here to stay if she wanted me too. She smiled and say Oh yeah I do, very much. She stepped back and looked me straight in the eyes and said, “Chris, I love you, I am in love with you, and I am lost without you. I have missed you so much. I never knew I could miss someone as much as I missed you. Please can we go and talk and then make love. So I can know you are really here, and that you are here to stay.” I grabbed her hand and pulled her with me to the house. At the bottom of the stairs, I stopped and turned her to me. “Do you remember that first night we make love, and you wanted to go to your bed and I refused, do you know why." nodding she smiled and said, “yes I know why, but I notice we are going to go upstairs together now aren’t we." I nod and say yes we are, and we race up the stairs, where we spend most of the weekend in bed, making love and talking and sorting things out, we are now spending our lives together, and we are very happy. I will always love Nicky, with all of me, and I am the happiest person on this earth.
The end, or is it the beginning. You decide.

By Lee C. © 10/17/2002