These are my thoughts, ideas, news and updates on the site. I write it up as soon as I update anything here. They are rather sporadic, so it's a basic documentation of the site's progress.



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Week of Jan. 7 - Jan. 20

Have an unfortunate fascination with an actor, not to be mentioned. Tis not a good thing. Will never meet this man in person. Must find someone who resembles him in the vicinity. Unfortunately, prospects not good. Also have problem with writing full grammatical sentences. Need to brush up on that. Not working.

Tis a new year. Oh yay. A year of possibility, a year of making things happen. And what am I doing? Talking about nothing in particular right here. And fascinated by an actor. Well, at least I've tried to keep my resolutions this time. What were they you ask? (even if you did not want to know...I'm going to tell you) My resolutions were to become fit (get rid of the ever expanding arse, and rolling tummy) and to watch more movies (tee hee). I think I'm doing a good job of that...I've tried to exercise at least thrice a week (Go me) and have seen two movies in the last week. Well, one of them I already saw. Has said actor in it.

This just in: Have decided to make a third post new year resolution. Stop being fascinated with actor. Will try best to. Right after looking at this last picture...

Have decided on future life. Will raise sheep (singular: shoop) and bunny farm in New Zealand whilst running own movie theatre with the movies I enjoy, while assessing actors *ahem* as a casting director. If only this whole university thing wasn't in the way.

Jan. 21 - Feb. 17

Guess what just happened. Oh yay me. Tried to upload updated index, and what happens? Lost it. And so here I am writing up another special when I should be studying for certain bio test. The joys of my life. So the special from Jan. 21 is gone...gone forever. Good stuff it was too. I am not having good day. The posse thinks I'm a lunatic from today's events ...not surprised. Did not see said boy who looks like said actor in certain picture that am trying to forget. Pish tosh.

Am thinking of forgoing school and just running that sheep and bunny farm. Am not in good school mood. Usual morning croissant (aka breakfast) was not able to be eaten today. Me thinks that started the downward spiral. Can't a poor dumbassed person like me get a break? No. Of course not. Was looking forward to seeing Said boy who looks like said actor in only certain picture. Brownie was eaten...not good for first resolution. But counteracted it with some exercising just now. Good good. Speaking of resolutions, 3rd one is very very good. Took said actor off wallpaper. Twas very hard process. But will conquer this. Now if only can not see pictures of said actor. Am trying best.

Have decided to make 4th resolution (and hopefully will be last one). Resolution is to have a regular tea time. Tea very yummy. Enjoy tea. Will make tea time. Although prospect of washing mug not exciting. Wish could go for nice tea nearby. Tea at food eatery is crap. Ahhh tea. Is word "tea" sounding weird now. Have said "tea" so many times, feel very tuh tuh tuh tuh tuh. Tea is also letter in alphabet. Must try to stop now as brain has mushed.

Have not thought about said actor in last...2 minutes. Go me.

Feb. 18 - April 12

Well, since I have some free time on my hands, I thought, might as well update. I've been watching the Olympics religiously these past days. The speed skating has been riveting. My favourite thing: The guy who says "Ready" when the skaters start. Must get that sound file. Will be next answering machine message: "Kris is not available right now. *cue funny man voice* Reeeadie." Am saddened by Jeremy Wotherspoon performance...considering he was supposed to win two golds. I would give him a hug...awww. Good guy, that guy is...even though he does have rather big bottom lip.

Woke up in own bed...ahhhh. Oh yes, must mention am on reading week...just in case anyone thought I might not spend time in my own bed. Where was I...ahh, woke up in own loverly bed. Made own breakfast, sang out loud (an impossibility with two odd, late sleeping neighbours) and danced around living room. Very eventful day. Can't get mind away from speed skaters. They deserve props...just for the fact that they must wear those horrendous outfits. Me thinks it was the outfit that hindered Jeremy. If only it was just red. Yeah, that's it. Won Silver and Bronze in Women's Aerials. DATS RIGHT. Mmmhmm.

Been very very good girl. No said actor in while. Said actor is not on wallpaper anymore. Yay. Haven't helped healthy resolution by baking peanut butter cookies, but will try harder. Mind seems to be ok, but can't really think about one thing and stick with it. Hmm..after effects of bet? Me thinks...me thinks nothing. Head is empty. Oh poo.

Have odd craving for dried mangos. Not hungry, just thought of them. Wonder if tires are number one thing sold at Canadian Tire. Hmm. Feel like rolling down hill. Open call to anyone who would like to roll with me. Only requirements, must have hill, be 5'11, brown hair, brown eyes, english accent, worn blonde wig before...I stop.

April 13 - May 6

Is it daylight still? Ahh...that question. Good question. Cooped up in my room while it's sweet sweet weather outside is just so wrong. Wrong. Double u to the ron to the gee. And studying too. I shudder.

Am contemplating new series for the site. There's this one girl who wears the most hideous pants known to people with VISION. It's really not something you want to see...so taking pictures of said pants would not be an addition. Plus, the girl seeing me take pictures of her pants would not look upon me in a respectable light.

There's also the jotted comments in my note pad. This topic I'm more inclined to do. All the stuff I write in it...and it's some...interesting stuff. I guess. Or there's the green gummy bear that's been stuck to one of the windows in the food place for weeks. The possibilities are endless! Umm...pardon the enthusiasm (the exclamation mark), it is light outside right?

Oh I know...I could discuss the difference between spit and saliva...

May 7 - July 7

I am slowly going crazy, one, two, three, four...blah blah blah. School's over and I'm home on my summer break. And I'm bored out of my mind. I've been looking for a job to no avail. Life is blah right now. Really blah.

I've been couped up in my house since yesterday (I know...it's just suffocating). Wandering aimlessly around the halls of this two-story abode. Only my whatever inch black tv/vcr combo there to comfort me and help waste some time. And I hate wasting time. All this free time I want to cherish...but with nothing to do, tis crap. Fido commercials with the big dogs...frighteningly scary. Hockey playoffs...delish. And Gap commercials? We do not discuss here...especially ones with said actor.

Had a hot dog today for lunch. Mmmm. Haven't had one in a long time. Still thinking of additions to site, but I'm feeling really lazy...too lazy to even think at all. Still need to unpack a bit too. When feel burst of rejuvenation, will create section of hot NHL boys. So far, have 4 categories: Hott Hots, Manly Hots, Cuties, and Needs Improvements. Yes, am very shallow and cruel when it comes to hockey players...but must when they are on tv. Television is very shallow area.

July 8 - July 26

My apologies to the 2.4 people who visit this site. I have seriously neglected it (and it's summer too). Poor site. *Pets screen* ...hmm...that doesn't sound right.

Anyways, Am working on "Scenes from a Memopad" as my next addition to the site. I've jotted down thoughts, feelings, etc. as I've wandered about and will post them as soon as a substantial amount of pages have been filled. I might possibly scan the actual memo pages, depends on how lazy I feel then.

Haven't been able to think about what to add to site. Smouldering heat has mushed up the brainy. Great timing for summer school I think. Created a livejournal a while ago (like another one is needed)...visit if you'd like here: My Jurnel. Hopefully inspiration shall strike me soon. And some hot, yummy men. Those seem scarce nowadays.

July 27 - August 2

Am seriously thinking of revamping the site. Looking around for some new layouts. Not sure where to go with it...so it'll take some time. I don't want the site to take forever to load, but I do want to spruce it up a bit. Guess we'll see.

I had a bout of inspiration...and lo and behold...a new section on the site. Woo hoo. I know...the 2.3 people who visit are really excited now. Well I was really bored yesterday and decided to fumble around with my photoshop. So the new section has all the crazy stuff I've made. Go see it here

Parents are nagging me, so I'll have cut this short.

August 3 - December 18

Have redesigned the site...as you can all see. Inspiration has run dry at the moment so no one knows when some new stuff will be added. I like just looking at the layout...not actually doing anything...just looking at it. Getting rather scary, when I think about it.

Am feeling some new poem material coming soon, not feeling all that great. I seriously do not know what to do...about anything. Like right now, I'm sitting here typing this and have no idea what to do when I'm done. I feel...nothing. In some ways I guess it has to do with the fact that I have no one I can really talk to or seriously depend on...but hey...that equals more poems.

Wow, 2nd paragraph was a real downer. To lighten up the mood, I recently saw a lady fall down...really fall down (she was on the floor) just by walking off a curb. Shouldn't be funny...but is...very very hee. Hmmm...I guess that explains it all.